I really enjoyed reading this. I could relate to a lot of what you wrote, especially the part about being obsessed with the food and worrying that I wouldn't get enough, but not wanting others to see that I was too anxious about it. It sounds like you are doing great. I understand the fear that you won't keep feeling like this... I'm a little afraid to trust it as well. I was banded 3-1/2 weeks ago and I get my first fill on Thursday. We're on an exciting journey!
Post band fun-filled weekend
in Journaling My Journey
A blog by Hope4K
Posted
I really enjoyed reading this. I could relate to a lot of what you wrote, especially the part about being obsessed with the food and worrying that I wouldn't get enough, but not wanting others to see that I was too anxious about it. It sounds like you are doing great. I understand the fear that you won't keep feeling like this... I'm a little afraid to trust it as well. I was banded 3-1/2 weeks ago and I get my first fill on Thursday. We're on an exciting journey!