Mbeasley

I have two days remaining, i took off of work tomorrow so i can just be still. Thank you for your kind words!

Lord!!! 2019

July 20, 2018 in two days.

I have a July 20that 1pm.

Two days remaining....

Wow, thanks to each if you for the posts. I am 8 days pre-op and these feels i g i am having now. When i went to register at the hospital the whole day I was a ball of tears, wondering will this turn my health issues around. Since that day daily i have been afraid, crying and concerned. I started searching support sites because i feel crazy. I know God brought me to this surgery to resolve the serious medical issues i have been experiencing for 3 1/2 years.

Thank you soooooo much for reading and taking out the time to respond. i am in a better head space, icalled one ofmy brothers and he really spoke like and my best friend from high school shared encouraging words and now you words of experience. Youare a blessing!!! This is day 4 on the7 day pre-op before the full liquids. I am doing so far. I got this! Let me take a moment to share the issues that my doctors say should improve with my heath after significant weight loss: Issues i am currently experiencing: * Back issues #4 & #5 vertebrae is getting worse and i get steroid shots to help decrease the pain * Fatty Liver * Mitral Valve is leaking in my beart- potential heart surgery high blood pressure makes the valve leak more. I am considered moderate to severe. * Hi BP- currently taking four BP pills in one day. I take 131mg of bo pills to control my BP * Swelling left foot and leg and have been dealing with this for 3 1/2 years. My current weight is 270lbs which I am considered morbid obese. This is my store, i pray that as i post my journey someone getting started eill be encouraged as those who have traveled before me encourage me along my journey.