BlueIGT

December 9th, 2019 is my SURGERY date!
All is right with the world!

I drank for the first time yesterday. I only took 2 sips of a vodka and cranberry drink and I was truly buzzed. I finished that drink and felt pretty hammered. Funny thing is though I ate something and it seem to all go away. I was at an event so 30 mins later I had another drink and it went the same as the first, had one more and I didn't seem to get really drunk but quite buzzed really quickly. More food came out, I ate and my buzz was gone almost completely. Once again after 30 minutes I had yet one more drink with the same affect. The final round of food came out later that night and I partook and it cleared it up again. I then switched to water and was perfectly fine, as though I hadn't drank a thing all night. 
I can see after last night how this could become a replacement addiction for some. It's interesting how it affects people differently.

1 year anniversary from the start of my journey. My very first apt with my surgeon. At my highest weight. And then now, post op 5 1/2 months. Life feels amazing and everything has changed. couldn't feel better! Down 100 lbs!!!! Seems crazy.....

I'm really sick and tired of being sick and tired, think I'm getting the flu now! I just can't friggin win. Being this sick really makes my depression and anxiety worse.

2 weeks liquid diet... done
1 day water... done
1 more day water and then surgery.

I am nervous but I am looking forward to surgery being in my past and moving on with and enjoying life.