IdontWant2beAfatty

I'm day 3 an I still feel that way hoping it gets better though as I came home today my stomach is in butts I do have a small amount of Gurd n I'm overly exsausted to be honest I hope it gets better for u as well

10 days on my Pre-OP diet.... I am down 15lbs currently and still have four days left... 2 Protein Shakes a day sugar free Jello, veggies and lean High Protein meat 3oz at dinner....

As I am almost to my surgery date 8-29-2017 my pre-op diet has been not as bad as I thought the first few days I was very weak, the feeling of crashing came on most often but , now as I beginning to pack my hospital bag and prepare my mind for this journey that both my mind and body are about to take, I am very nervous... I am not nervous that I can not change my eating habits, I am also not nervous for the pain, or the way my life is about to change very quickly in just the next few short days.... My nerves are coming from the sheer fact that for the first time in 32 years I have to take care of ME and that is a very VERY scary concept for me.. I take care of kids, my kids, our kids, their kids, my spouse our family's, my siblings, I take care of so many things and people in My life... that not taking care of me has been easy because I always had the excuse that I only had time to shovel junk in my mouth or I did not have time to work out or live a healthy lifestyle... the transition has been easy thus far but I no this will be a battle of me learning to do what I can do to care for myself... I wonder if I am the only one that feels like this, how will I make time, how will I learn to say no for myself... how can I be better for me with out feeling an over whelming guilt or feeling of selfishness??? Any advice would be greatly appreciated Thank you and Have a wonderful day

I am also getting sleeved on the 29th congrats and good luck to everyone ... I think my nerves are the worst of this ... no turning back now