whitters22

So I am 9 days post op and have been watching food videos, like how it's made and what not. But bad food like pizza and burgers and loaded fries. I'm torturing myself and I'm not sure why. It's strange, anyone else doing this to themselves?

So maybe it's like an emotional break up with food? Like if I broke up with someone I would look at old pics and think about good times even if I knew I shouldn't.

I agree, it's an emotional roller coaster! And I think I'm going to stop watching the videos. I know I can't have that food nor could I tolerate it but this is a mental transformation as much as if not more so than physical. I hope through all the changes I can talk things out here.

So I am 9 days post op and have been watching food videos, like how it's made and what not. But bad food like pizza and burgers and loaded fries. I'm torturing myself and I'm not sure why. It's strange, anyone else doing this to themselves?

So maybe it's like an emotional break up with food? Like if I broke up with someone I would look at old pics and think about good times even if I knew I shouldn't.

I agree, it's an emotional roller coaster! And I think I'm going to stop watching the videos. I know I can't have that food nor could I tolerate it but this is a mental transformation as much as if not more so than physical. I hope through all the changes I can talk things out here.

So maybe it's like an emotional break up with food? Like if I broke up with someone I would look at old pics and think about good times even if I knew I shouldn't.

I'm watching the little Gif recipes that get posted to Facebook feeds. I don't get it because if there was a plate of food sitting in front of me I'd never eat it.

So I am 9 days post op and have been watching food videos, like how it's made and what not. But bad food like pizza and burgers and loaded fries. I'm torturing myself and I'm not sure why. It's strange, anyone else doing this to themselves?