You are gong to be ok. Really. I call what you are experiencing "buyer's remorse." I was three or four days post op when I broker down and cried because I felt like you are feeling.
It's done. There is no going back, but why would you want to? You've just done what may be the most proactive thing you've ever done for yourself and that can be scary. And you just had surgery! You're probably sore, uncomfortable, exhausted, hormonal, etc. You are fragile right now. It will pass! Rather than fret over what's done, focus on what's going to happen now. Imagine all of the pressure on your heart and organs and how they are going to be relieved of having to work so hard and how much better you are going to feel.
Take care of yourself and concentrate on what you are gaining and what you are gong to lose-- gaining health and energy, losing pounds and inches. It will be ok, really!
ShannK reacted to triplethreat in Emotional Hot Mess