auntb1

Being stuck is the pits. I'm about 7 weeks from surgery and this is my second. And I am stuck at 200.0! Argh! I think my lesson here is that I am obsessed with a given number at a given time. And obsessions like that are really not helpful. My go-to thought is that I'm doing something wrong and it's just a short step from there to "I'm a failure." Again. While we all want to follow our instructions perfectly, I have to remember that part of this journey is listening to and trusting my own unique body. This is pretty new territory for me. Probably why I give too much attention to external things like the number. The bottom line is this: I haven't felt this good in a long time and my clothing is baggy!