Alexandra,
I've been searching for the same answer for the better part of a decade.
Why we do it....is it an addiction? It may be.
I know I have been in the middle of a mini "binge" KNOWING I should not be doing it.......AS I was eating the whatever.
Then I have moments/days, even weeks of total control and clarity regarding healthful eating and living.
Journaling is good. Keep that up in your fitday.
Hopefully oneday there will be an answer.
and more from the #$%&*
"Actually, this is a niche I am now entering.
My story is quite Unique and compelling. In a nutshell:
I was VERY overweight...morbidly obese most of my life.
Metabolism VERY VERY messed up because of all the diets I had been on that failed.
Had weight loss surgery - it DIDN't WORK, my metabolism was SO screwed up, lost only NINE POUNDs as a result of the surgery, and put all of that back on.
Infections from the surgery almost killed me, 4 trips to emergency. Had to have additional surgeries to clean up the mess....had an open wound in my stomach for a year as a result.
THEN, I studied,and studied some more, and found a methodology of eating and living that SAVED MY LIFE. Lost ninety pounds EASILY in a few months, I have NEVER been this healthy.
There's a lot more to this story
TONS of energy, up at 4:45 every morning, work until 11:00 at night.
My whole life has turned around as a result.
So, I'm putting a package and program and Ebook together.
There are answers out there.....you just have to be willing to do the research......"
Ok, so he's a poser.
It's not what he tried to do, it's what it brought out of YOU.
Don't feel duped by this person.
You rallied behind eachother. INTENTION people, intention.
Everyones intention on this thread EXCEPT the OP was pure.
Have a great day!
PS
Google was one of the greatest investments I made.......I love google.....
PPS
If ANY of you did actually pm him or contact him regarding your bad outcomes, please know that he will use your info in some form and I will bet dimes to dollars that you won't see a dime while he is making money off of you.