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@@ssflbelle November I hope

How's everyone doing? I'm slacking hard core.

These UC sleep medicine people are pissing me off. They are in no hurry to cal me back. I called on Wednesday. I got a message though the myUC chart thing that they would call me today. No call. I call and leave yet another message for SOMEONE to call me back.

On Friday I had a baaaaaaaad day. I binged on some Donatos pizza. Felt awful. Felt guilty, and hopeless and felt so anxious I threw up. Then I felt like crap alllll weekend. Definitely not worth all the fuss. I'm still pre pre op but I'm trying to practice healthy habits now but $h!t happens. I just took note of my feelings I had that day and why and now surround myself with healthier choices at work. And took Donatos number out of my cell phone.

All I do is sleep if I'm not at work or eating... I can sleep 14 to 16 hours at a time and still take a nap. I'm pre op.

Dehydrated?

Me too!! You using UC?

We smother our wieners in chili in Cincinnati.

I couldn't get mirena done because of pain. He said my weight made it difficult to see and since I didn't have kids my cervix was not stretchy lol. I really want it though he said he has to put some people to sleep to insert it.

Have you seen how they take that implant out?? No thanks.

Well everyone is different. It may not make you crazy lol.

Uuuuuuuuugg. I couldn't get Mirena placed due to pain and just switched from Depo to the pill. I have had a three week long period from hell switching. Now I have to go back to Depo???? Depo made me feel crazy. I can't describe it.

I don't really have anyone to get an immediate answer pre op. Google?

Just going to leave this here....

Well. Could I use fairlife milk and wheat flour?

"Honey, do these mud flaps make my vagina look fat?" But seriously I asked my husband if my private area looked fat. He said he's only seen mine in person and some on porn and my lips look fat. Now I have a complex. I have an ugly vagina.

Pureed cottage cheese with fruit? Can that be a thing in that stage? I love peaches and cottage cheese.

Jeeeeealous.

From what I've seen he seems to have narcissistic personality traits. Be careful now that you've ended it.

I don't really know what to say but yaaaaaay for you guys. Good luck.

I've been doing pretty good on already mixed drinks. I got some unjury powder and having a rough time with the texture.

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

I need my surgery date to get here before I talk myself out of this. I watched surgery videos on YouTube and other peoples stores after surgery. Especially this woman with a failed sleeve. Apparently they made her sleeve too big or something and she lost like 40 lbs in a year so she had a revision to by pass. I feel like all surgery revisions end up to a by pass. Should I just get the by pass instead of the sleeve? I was really interested and excited about the sleeve and the lack of malabsorption etc. but now I'm not so sure.

I'm still at 290. I don't know what's going on. I was losing lbs a week then gained then nothing. pre op.

Isn't that why we come here? To get advice?