karma2911

So I am currently trying to educate myself as much as possible on gastric bypass before my consultation so I feel more comfortable, this is my second time trying to make this decision to get It done and make it happen but for some reason I'm really scared, I am afraid of change but I'm so tired of "living" like this, because to he quiet honest I am not even living my life, I am only 22 years old and I feel so trapped in my own body, I see myself in small clothes and running around without feeling like I'm out of breath in 5 seconds, I want to see my daughter grow up & I want to enjoy life again ... but why am I feeling so scared to do it? Is it normal to feel like you want to do it and want to go for it but at the same time feel so scared of it ... ????

So I am currently trying to educate myself as much as possible on gastric bypass before my consultation so I feel more comfortable, this is my second time trying to make this decision to get It done and make it happen but for some reason I'm really scared, I am afraid of change but I'm so tired of "living" like this, because to he quiet honest I am not even living my life, I am only 22 years old and I feel so trapped in my own body, I see myself in small clothes and running around without feeling like I'm out of breath in 5 seconds, I want to see my daughter grow up & I want to enjoy life again ... but why am I feeling so scared to do it? Is it normal to feel like you want to do it and want to go for it but at the same time feel so scared of it ... ????

So I am currently trying to educate myself as much as possible on gastric bypass before my consultation so I feel more comfortable, this is my second time trying to make this decision to get It done and make it happen but for some reason I'm really scared, I am afraid of change but I'm so tired of "living" like this, because to he quiet honest I am not even living my life, I am only 22 years old and I feel so trapped in my own body, I see myself in small clothes and running around without feeling like I'm out of breath in 5 seconds, I want to see my daughter grow up & I want to enjoy life again ... but why am I feeling so scared to do it? Is it normal to feel like you want to do it and want to go for it but at the same time feel so scared of it ... ????

So I am currently trying to educate myself as much as possible on gastric bypass before my consultation so I feel more comfortable, this is my second time trying to make this decision to get It done and make it happen but for some reason I'm really scared, I am afraid of change but I'm so tired of "living" like this, because to he quiet honest I am not even living my life, I am only 22 years old and I feel so trapped in my own body, I see myself in small clothes and running around without feeling like I'm out of breath in 5 seconds, I want to see my daughter grow up & I want to enjoy life again ... but why am I feeling so scared to do it? Is it normal to feel like you want to do it and want to go for it but at the same time feel so scared of it ... ????