Hi all I will be done with all the appointments by the end of August, already approved by insurance and I still don't believe it can happen to me. The dietitian gave us homework to imagine what it is going to be like to be thin and healthy. Do i dare hope for such a thing. Hope leads to disappointment and hurt!!!
I know that I need to be healthy, i mean i am 42 and it's not going to get easier as i get older. Deep down I want to be a different person all together, you know one of those girls that were excepted in that "skinny club" in school, who were comfortable in their own skin.
Last nutrition class tomorrow than EGD/colonoscopy on 8/24/15. If all clears they will schedule surgery. Maybe then I will start to realize yes it is going to happen Lord please give me strength to control my eating so I don'y gain before then.
My thoughts and prayers to all. Jesus loves you and so do I.