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The more weight I lose the fatter I feel. Now I just look like some chick that had a bad breakup and gained 50lbs in year. *sigh*
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I hear you. Maybe I just didn't bother dwelling on my size or shape when I was obese, but I wouldn't really say I was self-conscious then. I think you're right about expectations. When I was larger I just assumed no one was looking, so I felt no pressure. Now that I'm halfway attractive I feel like they ARE looking, and all I can think about are the flaws they must be seeing. I haven't been this insecure since I was a teenager, dammit!