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downsizingdiva

Gastric Sleeve Patients
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  1. I'M A SECRET SLEEVER, AND SO SO VERY HAPPY THAT I AM. I HIGHLY RECOMMEND KEEPING IT A SECRET UNLESS YOU LIKE OTHERS BEING IN YOUR BUSINESS, WATCHING YOU, JUDGING YOU, COMMENTING ON YOU, ETC ETC. MY JOURNEY HAS BEEN SO MUCH SIMPLER KEEPING IT TO MYSELF...THAT'S JUST ME THO.


  2. OH MY GOSH! Celebrate THAT LOSS!!! I HAD A HARD TIME MAKING MYSELF STOP STOP STOP WEARING MY BIG CLOTHES THAT DIDN'T FIT ANY MORE TOO. I MEAN YOU COULD'VE PUT A PILLOW IN THE SEAT OF MY JEANS WITH ME...ANYWAY I FINALLY GAVE IN (CUZ I'M MONEY CONSCIOUS TOO) AND GOT SOME JEANS ETC AT GOOD WILL. I HIGHLY RECOMMEND DOING THIS BECAUSE YOU WON'T BE IN THEM BUT A FEW MONTHS IF THAT. I FELT LIKE I WASN'T LOSING SLOWLY SO I DID BUY SOME GOOD STUFF AT RETAIL STORES BUT NOW I'VE HAD TO DONATE IT BECAUSE IT TOO WAS FALLING OFF. SO GOOD WILL, THRIFT ETC HELPED ME. BUT NOW I'M PRETTY MUCH A TIGHT 16 IF ITS NOT STRETCHY MATERIAL AND WEAR A LARGE SHIRT. I DID BUY A HUGE BAG OF NEW STUFF YESTERDAY BUT ALL THE LAST BATCH OF CLOTHES I BOUGHT WERE TOO BIG AGAIN. BUT I WEAR STUFF THAT IS FITTED AND LOVE IT. EXCEPT ITS WEIRD WHEN PEOPLE WHO KNEW YOU BEFORE OR NOT KINDA SCAN YOUR BODY. CELEBRATE!


  3. I HAD A COUPLE REALLY ROUGH MONTHS AFTER SURGERY, BUT ALL THAT IS A DISTANT MEMORY NOW AND I AM SO HAPPY, SO MUCH SMALLER, SO MUCH HEALTHIER, CAN'T EVEN DESCRIBE IT! I AM MORE ACTIVE, KEEP MY HOUSE CLEANER, LOVE MYSELF MORE, LOVE OTHERS MORE, I THINK I'M A BETTER MOM TOO. THE ONLY DOWNSIDE IS THAT I GOT MY AGRESSIVE/ASSERTIVENESS BACK FROM WHEN I WAS A YOUNG COCKY TEENAGER. ONLY WHEN NEEDED OF COURSE BUT I'M TRYING MY BEST TO BE NICE LOL. I THINK THAT HAS TO DO WITH KINDA COMING BACK OUT OF THE OBESITY SHELL. FOR SO MANY YEARS I FELT INVISIBLE AND KINDA WISHED I WAS. NOW I DON'T DREAD GOING TO THE STORE, GOING IN PUBLIC, AND I DON'T TURN MY INSECURITY INTO DISLIKE FOR OTHERS OR DISLIKE FOR ACTIVITIES. I COULD GO ON AND ON BUT THIS WAS THE BEST DECISION I COULD'VE MADE FOR MYSELF.


  4. I WENT ABSOLUTELY CRAZY A COUPLE MONTHS OUT. HARD TO ADMIT BUT I WAS NUTS, SICK, A TOTAL WRECK, AND EVEN BORDERLINE SUICIDAL. I HAD TO GET ANXIETY MEDS AND ANTI DEPRESSANTS. NEVER HAD TO DO THAT IN MY ENTIRE LIFE BUT I KNEW I NEEDED HELP AND I GOT IT IMMEDIATELY. I KNOW IT IS SO SO SO HARD FOR YOU TO BELIEVE ME RIGHT NOW BUT ALL THIS WILL PASS. I FELT LIKE MY LIFE WOULD NEVER BE BACK TO NORMAL AND I WAS TOTALLY FREAKING OUT ABOUT WHAT I HAD VOLUNTARILY DONE TO MY BODY...PERMANENTLY. BUT I AM SO HAPPY I DID, SO VERY THANKFUL, AND SO MUCH MORE HEALTHY.. IT WILL BE WONDERFUL FOR YOU IN TIME....


  5. I HAVE LOST ABOUT THE SAME AMOUNT AS YOU. I FEEL THE SAME WAY. SOME DAYS I FEEL THIN ETC BUT MOST OF THE TIME I FEEL LIKE I DON'T REALLY LOOK MUCH DIFFERENT (THOUGH DEEP DOWN I KNOW THAT I REALLY DO BASED ON REACTIONS FROM OTHERS ETC). I THINK IT WILL GET BETTER WITH TIME. I'VE EVEN HAD PEOPLE TELL ME I DON'T NEED TO LOSE MORE ETC (DON'T KNOW I HAD VSG) BUT I JUST CAN'T FATHOM THAT SINCE I STILL DON'T FEEL NORMAL SIZE YET. I STILL WEIGH 207. BUT ALL IN ALL SINCE 2013 I'VE LOST OVER 100 POUNDS TOTAL SO I SHOULD FEEL WAAAAAY SMALLER THAN I DO. BUT I AM SO SO THANKFUL FOR THIS JOURNEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DEFLATED BOOBS AND ALL...

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