liberty2003

I have an ad on Yahoo and match but honestly i am just not in the mood to date right now ..I pretty much give up right now. I am thinking about just taking time for myself the next few months. I just started regularlly exercising and weight training..I also bought a few books about self esteemself confidence because obviously being heavy my entire life hasn't help in either of these departments..I have a few guys ive been chatting with but im just not in the mood. I guess i should learn to love me before i can love someone else. I do love myself..There is just certain aspects (weight, Skin issues)..That i don't..Ugh.. ~Kristen

Hey !!!! Congrads on getting banded..All those emotions are normal!!!!..I had a million and one different emotions running through my body that i couldn't stand it! Its well worth it with a little time and effort..and exercise! Best wishes to a safe and speedy recovery ~Kristen

has anyone gone to this gym? A new one just opened up and i thinking about joining as its only 15 a month..Just curious. Thanks ~Kristen

I finally joined a almost three weeks ago, and i love this place..Non judgemental makes me feel awesome..The first two weeks i went 6 days and week ..This week ive went two days so far but its (T.O.M) so i might do one more day and take the rest of the week off.. Its helping me thats for sure

I also have 40lbs to go..I WANT TO LOOSE THIS WEIGHT..I just starting going to a gym 3-6 times a week but im still only loosing a lb every two weeks..Its so discouraging..I think i need to start protien shakes again..Or somone had mentioned eating 6 small meals a day????// ~Kristen

It depends on what day it easy.During the week i would have to say Lunch is my biggest meal. On the weekends, Probably Breakfast, or dinner..I usually don't eat much during the day..

I SECOND THIS..I AM STARTING TO FEEL LIKE THE WOMEN I WAS SUPPOSE TO BE..

I wish i had surgery YEARS ago..This is by far the best thing i have ever done for myself but you have to be determined..This is ONLY a tool..You can Gain weight back and you can mess up from time to time..Its only natural. I NEVER thought i would be able to say that ive lost over 100lbs but i am down 113 lbs so far and only have 40 to go (til doctors goal)..I LOVE to exercise now and i have never been able to say that before..Its well worth it but you need to but your time and effort into it..

Got weighed Yesterday..Lost another 1.5 lbs..Only got 20 lbs til onderland wooohooo

Chrispygal.. I am so happy that you had fun..How do you meet all these guys..I can't find anyone..I have my profile on Match and Yahoo But i don't subscribe so i can't do much..I was thinking about paying for it but its not my first priority.. Thanks much ~Kristen

I was banded @ 22 years old in august of 2005. I will be 24this year and the band is by far the best thing i have ever done for myself. I am down 113 lbs and having been working out 4-6 days a week for the last 2 weeks regularly..Before that i would only work out like once a month lol

I am not diabetic however i just got more work on my first tattoo done this weekend and there was a person there who had diabetes..His tattoo was very small but he still got it done..

Hey everyone just dropping in..Im down to 221.5...Only 21.5 lbs til ONEDERLAND!!!..I am having some serious loose skin issues but i have been going to the gym 6 days a week for the last two weeks and i can see a difference my arms are starting to get a little bit toned..and everyone around me says they can see a difference (that i am slimming down)..I can fit into a size 20W pants and 18/20 shirt. I wish i was smaller pants wise but its because i have the apron of loose skin. I pray and hope that i can get a tummy tuck..Well i have to get ready for work..Hope everyone has an awesome day.

I had to disclose what type of surgery i had with my job..It wasn't a big deal for me because there was another 4 people who were having the same surgery..And 1 person who had GB so my job was already aware of the situation.

Yeah it was a one day class. Its ok. Im going out tonight for Cinco De mayo :thumbs_up:..gonna get drunk (no not really)..Im going out wa guy friend :Banane43:....Hopefully i will meet someone nice tonight or at least have loads of fun..see ya all tommorow

Well i don't have to worry about my ex...he won't be attending the handgun safety course with me anymoree..He called to tell me he got too drunk and is too tired to go..Nice excuse..Im sure his NEW girlfriend didn't want him to see his OLD girlfriend..Well gotta get ready..TTYL

Thats wonderful news alex..Keep us updated and hopefully you can have your "new" angel in asap ~Kristen

Thanks denise I would try to ignore him but we are going to the class in the same vehicle (joy). I think i will be able to make it. I think i can handle small talk (like hi how are you, how is the family) but if he starts to talk about anything else im going to tell him to shut up ..I plan on going to the gym right after this class and hopefully that will help me realive some stress and anger...I will let u know

I have loose skin on my arms, My breast are saggy lol..My tummy and inner thighs, I do plan on getting nipped and tucked sometime soon. Starting with TT hopefully by end of this year? If i can save up enough money next year i want to get my boobs lifted and implanted. But we will see ~Kristen

I need some help lol..I need some advice please. This weekend (may 5th) i have to see my ex...We are taking a handgun safety course (yes i am getting a gun).. I dont want to go but i spent 150. on this course and i want a gun anyways so i have to take it. I don't know how to react towards him i know seeing him will make me really upset but i don't know if i should talk to him or should avoid him the entire class (9am-3pm)..I have been having nothing but anxiety over this and its only monday... ~Kristen

Neveragain... Just be patient I am 23 going on 24 and i can't find a Decent guy for the life of me. My ex is an immature A$$ who likes to flawnt his new Girlfriend in my face..I did met someone who i REALLY really liked and two days later he got back with his ex-gf. I can't win. I am hoping i can meet someone @ the gym that i just joined but i still have body image issues and trying to work on that.. ~Kristen

I have 22.5 lbs to go til i get to onederland. I cant wait. Every lb i loose it makes it closer..I haven't been this thin my entire adult life ...But i can't wait:D

So i finally got enough balls and joined a gym last night..Did you know that there is alot of hot guys there? :biggrin1: ..I had a blast. Went with some girls from work. I am really shy so i am hoping but going and me being around alot of people that this shyness wgo away. Body image sucks. Ive lost 110 lbs and still feel like i am 334.5 lbs. i am hoping i will find a nice guy there cause being single again sucks! Hope everyone has a wonderful day

Just wanted to check up on everyone. I went out for ice cream wmy friend jon last night. He is sooooo damn cute. The rugged hardworking type :confused: . However he is dating someone (and plans to break up with her in the next week)..but I had a good time anyways. It felt good to get out. been kinda depressed again ~Kristen

Woooohooooo CARA..Thats awesome for the both of you.. Me and my sister were banded the same day too. Its well worth having a buddy system. Best wishes. :confused: