It's amazing when I look back at my pics as a kid. Always being called fat or husky or something negative. When you are young your brain programs itself to think you are fat. I was perfect. I n my 3 years in the service I was called fat. I look at the pics and see a great looking guy. I was 5'10' and 194 lbs. solid running 5 miles a day plus exercise. Well those people must have finally got to me. After 2 work injuries, the last leaving me permanently disabled, between the meds and being stuck in bed I blew up to over 350 lbs.. I get my Lapbanb on 1/15/2009 and never again will I allow the world's negativity affect my feelings for myself. I'm not the victim here, I am in control and I am ready to regain it. Let's reprogram in '09 that we are looking fine!!!
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It's amazing when I look back at my pics as a kid. Always being called fat or husky or something negative. When you are young your brain programs itself to think you are fat. I was perfect. I n my 3 years in the service I was called fat. I look at the pics and see a great looking guy. I was 5'10' and 194 lbs. solid running 5 miles a day plus exercise. Well those people must have finally got to me. After 2 work injuries, the last leaving me permanently disabled, between the meds and being stuck in bed I blew up to over 350 lbs.. I get my Lapbanb on 1/15/2009 and never again will I allow the world's negativity affect my feelings for myself. I'm not the victim here, I am in control and I am ready to regain it. Let's reprogram in '09 that we are looking fine!!!