Ammariehs mommy

Omg well I got another call from the surgeons office and well he's to going to be back for at least another month. So now they are scheduling the end of November. I asked to switch surgeons again. So now I'm waiting for a call back from the nurse. Uggh I'm so mad that I did everything they asked and now I'm just in limbo. Don't have a surgery date and don't know when I will get one.

Weighed in today and I am down 41pounds!! My second appointment is scheduled for the 30th of this month. Hopefully it's not rescheduled again!

I heard from the other surgeon today. Basically he said he wouldn't see me. But my doctor is on a leave for a month maybe longer. This is so frustrating!! I see my NUT tomorrow. Hopefully she approves me for surgery. That will at least one less thing to worry about! Fingers crossed!

Still waiting to hear back from the other surgeon. Hopefully he will take on my case so I can get the ball rolling. Im tired of waiting!!

I'm so excited. My second appointment is a week from today!

I'm so excited. My second appointment is a week from today!

I think I'm loosing again! Well that's if my scale isn't lying to me..lbvs

Uggh why is it so hard to stay on track? I can really see now that I am a stress eater! I have got to get it together!!

I just found a weight loss journal from 2004. It's crazy because I wrote down all these goals I wanted to achieve. My weight then was 445. So it's been 9 years since I've been this low. 5more pounds and I'll be back there. I'm just thinking about all the things I have missed out on in those 9 years. I'm so ready to live again!

I cant believe that things are actually starting to move now. I thought I would never loose the pre op weight. But now I have my next appointments and hopefully I get my date!! Im so excited!!

I did it!! Weighed in and I lost the 34 pounds required for my second appointment!! Now I'm waiting on the nurse to call me back!!!

Going to weigh in later today. Hopefully the scale is good to me! Fingers crossed I've hit my goal!!

Weighed myself again today at home. I am down a total of 39 pounds! Now I just have to go to the doctors and convince their scale I hit my goal of 34pounds. Hopefully it agrees with my home scale! Lbvs

Weighed myself today on my home scale and it says I am under my goal. It said 447!!!my goal was 450! But I still need to get down a few more pounds because the doctors scale is always 5pounds higher. So hopefully I can weigh in around Wednesday!!!

Getting back on track is hard to do. But it's something I HAVE to do!!! Not just for me but for my daughter!!

Two steps forward and one step back... The story of my life..

Ugggh trying to get back on track..

This is such a slow process!!!

New day new challenges! I'm going in with my head held high and one foot in front of another!!

Uggh it's been a long day.. Can't wait to crawl into my bed!!

Adding to my weight loss bucket list.. I can't wait to start checking things off!!

Woohoo down another pound!! I can see my 34 pound goal right around the corner. Officially down 28 pounds!!

Checked the scale this morning. I am down a pound since yesterday!! Hopefully I am back to loosing!! I so ready to be out of this two week rut!!

Prayn I start loosing again..switched up foods and exercise. Hoping that will do the trick!!

I wonder when I will start loosing again.. I have been stuck for two weeks now!!