thenewme2012

Ok so I swear I have never been more disappointed in my self till today me and hubby watched Biggest Loser on netflicks for motavation to change what were doing and I realized I was bigger then every single person on there I started crying my heart sank :-[ even the really big guys were less then me and today I hit my breaking point! I don't know how I have gotten to this point ! Why haven't I done anything sooner? Why didn't I put down the fries and hamburger and go for the salad? Gosh lee I just want to be healthy and fit and be able to ride a roller coster try on clothes in the stores my friends are in and not just shop for accesories. I'm only 21 years old an at 288lbs some people don't gain that while 9 months pregnant and I'm sorry I'm ranting but I have to admit it feels good to get this all out.IF you read all this thank you and if you have any advice plesase share my heads down and I just need someone to talk to.

Thank you all for responding and caring.im taking all these comments in.im so glad i have you guys to talk to because i always feel left out when food played such a major role and i have so many memories around it.thank you im just taking one day at a time