sind3elulu

I had gastric bypass sept 25, 2011 as of july 2012 i had lost 130 lbs. yea which brought me to about 260. Things were great but then I started feeling different. i started doing stupid things eating Cookies or fried foods, knowing full well i couldnt. but now i feel like i need the sugar again. AS much as i know that i am hurting myself and cannot go back and dont want to go back why do i do this stupid stuff? Why does the depression come into play because I am doing this stupid stuff? What is wrong with my brain that I keep doing this stupid stuff? I am 50 years old, never been married, have been in several bad relationships but just want love. I know I dont love myself but does anyone know if I can be helped? Maybe this isnt the spot to write all this down, but I am frustrated and dont know where else to vent.. So thanks for listening.

I am from Tunica right below Memphis TN and u?

I am from Tunica Ms. Had my surgery on Sept 25,2011 at 392 lbs as of today at about 269. It is crazy..I am not doing much exercise but trying a little more now.

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The brown dress before pic is Aug 2011 and the blue dress is from jun2012

What is this spanning surgery you speak of????

I am not from Arkansas but just across the river in Mississippi. Well today is the 8th so respond when u Can and we will talk if u want.hope all is going ok

I am from Tunica Ms and would to have a buddy or buddies.I had mine on Sept 25,2011 and have just lost at the 120 lb mark

Hi everyone I had my surgery Sept 25,2011 iweighed in then 392 and I am now 269..crazy....I really would like to make new friends in the same boat as me...