bksexymama

Highest weight - 258
Pre-op starting weight- 255
Surgery date 247.5
Today's weight 236.2

Omg...are weights were/are so close...how funny!

I'm also having surgery on July 18. I'm nervous, scared and excited all at the same time.

I have to be at the hospital at 12 noon tomorrow, so I guess my surgery is at 1pm. Good luck to everyone!!

I'm also having surgery on July 18. I'm nervous, scared and excited all at the same time.

I'm also having surgery on July 18. I'm nervous, scared and excited all at the same time.

Only my husband knows I'm having surgery. I don't want to tell no one else and it's really know ones business what I'm doing.

Only my husband knows I'm having surgery. I don't want to tell no one else and it's really know ones business what I'm doing.

Only my husband knows I'm having surgery. I don't want to tell no one else and it's really know ones business what I'm doing.

My baby walked B-)

I won't know my exact date in July until on last day of my supervise diet in June . I also need to finish getting all my clearances.

Hello everyone I'm also have to do a
six months of supervised die

t. I have two months left and I'm starting to get all my clearance for surgery. My nutritionist and surgeon say that it look like I will be having surgery at the beginning of July. I'm so happy,

nervous and ready for a new chapter in life.

Yeah!! My mon has a awesome grill you will love it..and I can ask my moms bf to set up a speaker so we can have music and play some games ..

Hello everyone I'm also have to do a
six months of supervised die

t. I have two months left and I'm starting to get all my clearance for surgery. My nutritionist and surgeon say that it look like I will be having surgery at the beginning of July. I'm so happy,

nervous and ready for a new chapter in life.

Hello everyone I'm also have to do a
six months of supervised die

t. I have two months left and I'm starting to get all my clearance for surgery. My nutritionist and surgeon say that it look like I will be having surgery at the beginning of July. I'm so happy,

nervous and ready for a new chapter in life.

Holy ****!!!!!
She said "I never say this to anybody but I think this is a wonderful option for you and you have made the right decision".
I'm so happy and so scared at the same time!!!

Hello everyone I'm a newbie to this AA forum and the whole site. I just begin my journey,and I had my first consultation with the doctor and nutritionist this past week. I'm nervous to begin this journey. I hope to meet and make new friends being on this forum.

I know this is a touch off topic, but I thought I would share anyway. I am 5 weeks pre-op and a stay at home mom to two toddler girls. I need to be healthy, especially to keep up with my active kids and be the mother they deserve. But I am not blind to the risk of surgery. I thought about (and posted about) possibly leaving a video for them, but that felt too morbid. I instead was inspired to write out a list of the 25 things I want them to know. I wrote it as though I'll be healthy and successful and around for the long haul, but knowing they'll have my words either way, makes me feel so much stronger. For me, it was a perfect way to have a "just in case" that isn't a good bye! Just thought I would share (including my list) in case any other mothers are struggling the same way!! Here is my list for them:
For my sweet girls:
1. You two are the best thing I have ever done with my life. Not a day passes that I am not taken by the beauty of your spirits.
2. Your dad is one in a million and loves you more than any spouse ever will. Never settle for someone that doesn't value you the way your father does.
3. You will fight. So very much. But you will never have a better friend in life than each other. Fight. But apologize and forgive quickly. You'll need each other your whole lives.
4. Never stop taking chances, but respect your body and your heart. Once broken, they are never the same. Make sure the risk is worth it.
5. Do kind things for strangers. You never know the impact a small act can make in someone's life, or even your own.
6. Listen to my sister. She knows me in a way no one else ever will. If you can't come to me, go to her. She is smart, fair and loves you through my eyes. To her, you do no wrong.
7. Take time out of your life to visit your grandparents. You are blessed to have them all. You only have them for so long. Make the time.
8. Follow your passion and your education. The two are not mutually exclusive. Go to college. It is so much harder to go back, than to follow through.
9. Learn from all your aunts and uncles. They know things your father and I can't teach you. They have such a variety of talents and skills. Take advantage of their experiences.
10. Get dirty. You are girls, not porcelain dolls. God made dirt, and not just for the boys.
11. Read a little bit everyday. Open your hearts to the worlds that can only exist on paper.
12. Keep faith in God. Life is too precious not to be a gift from a higher power. Be thankful. Be spiritual.
13. You can always come home. Always.
14. Dance as adults like you dance as toddlers. Be silly and let it all out. It's exercise for your body and your soul.
15. Take pictures with the people you love. You won't look back on a picture with a lost loved one and care about your appearance. You'll be glad you didn't care when someone pulled out that camera.
16. Don't diet. Live healthy every day and nourish your body. Eat to live, don't live to eat. Write about your feelings, don't eat them.
17. You will both make mistakes, some big, some huge. Own up to your missteps. We will fix them. Nothing you could do could ever keep us from loving you.
18. Never settle for someone who doesn't ignite your soul. Life is boring, love never should be.
19. Value your belongings. Take care of your things and they will last. Pick up after yourselves. No one likes living in someone else's mess.
20. Be honest, but be kind. A little diplomacy goes a long way.
21. Play cards. But just like in life, be humble when you win and gracious when you lose. Luck is fickle, you'll be on the other side soon enough.
22. Stay independent. You are both spitfires who have always insisted on doing things your way. Spitfires can change the world.
23. Learn to change a tire. AAA is a blessing, until there's no cell service. Never be so delicate that you can't take care of yourself.
24. Keep your cousins close. They're the closest thing you'll ever have to more siblings.
25. But most of all, never doubt that you were made with pieces of my own heart. I was in love with you long before I met you, and I will love you beyond the limits of time. You will always be my babies, even when I'm rocking yours.

I'm also hoping for a early July surgery date. I finish my 6months nutritionist appointment in the begin of June so I have fingers cross.

I can't wait to do more than just missionary in bed. I want to be in control damnit!

Be able to shop at Express!
Be able to eat a small bite of chicken and be full.
Be able to look down and see my kitty.
Be able to run, jump without feeling like I'm about to die.
Be able to look in the mirror and for once in my life feel accomplished!

I'm probably going to have my surgery in late June to early July because I have to do a 6 month supervisor diet for my insurance and I'm only in my 2 month. I also what to have the whole summer to recover from surgery and go back to school and work at the end of August.

Hello everyone I'm a newbie to this AA forum and the whole site. I just begin my journey,and I had my first consultation with the doctor and nutritionist this past week. I'm nervous to begin this journey. I hope to meet and make new friends being on this forum.