I made this list a while back of all the reasons I hate being fat to refer back to if I ever try to convince myself to not go through with the surgery, or start regretting having it afterwards. So I guess you could say I can't wait to NOT have any of these issues!
[ ] I can't tie my shoes on the top, they're always on the side, and even that is hard to do.
[ ] I exceed the weight limit for pretty much anything there is a weight limit for.
[ ] I can't use regular towels because they don't fit around me
[ ] I have terrible balance due to too much weight on my knees and ankles, I get nervous carrying my two toddlers.
[ ] I always slow everyone down wherever we go because they have to wait on me to catch up
[ ] My thighs rub together when I wear shorts or a dress. It's like I'm starting a damn fire with them.
[ ] Thinking about food all the time. It controls my life. I'm ready to take control back!
[ ] I want to shop in a normal store where I can buy cute clothes that are a reasonable price. Decent looking plus size clothes are outrageous!
[ ] I don't want my kids to remember me this way
[ ] I want to walk my dogs without getting exhausted
[ ] I don't fit (easily) into movie chairs. I have to squeeze in.
[ ] Moving around in this body is difficult
[ ] I feel like I'm much older than 29.
[ ] My doctor doesn't take me seriously, his solution to everything is "lose weight" which I know I need to do, but that's not the answer to everything.
[ ] I feel trapped in a body that holds me back so much.
[ ] I feel like I'm sitting on the sidelines watching the people around me enjoy life, but I'm too tired to join them.
[ ] No energy to play with my kids (ages 1 & 2 so I need the energy!)
[ ] I'm a terrible role model for my kids and students
[ ] I'm a kindergarten teacher and I want to be a fun one, not a lazy one.
[ ] I have very little energy in general
[ ] My husband and children are thin, I hate being the fat one. NOT that I want them to be fat! Lol
[ ] I have no sex drive, and on the rare occasion that I do, sex isn't enjoyable because it's so uncomfortable
[ ] I can't take baths in most bathtubs
[ ] I can't paint my toenails
[ ] I can't cross my legs
[ ] I'm close to being too big to shop at Lane Bryant, currently in a 26/28. And I am too big in my stomach and upper arms to wear a dress shirt, because the largest size doesn't fit
[ ] I am the heaviest person I know
[ ] I don't fit in regular bathroom stalls
[ ] I don't fit in booths
[ ] I burn up in the summer because I hate wearing tanks and shorts
[ ] I don't take my kids swimming because I don't want to be seen in a bathing suit
[ ] I never feel feminine because I can't wear cute clothes and I sweat all the time.
[ ] I got married in a courthouse and would love to have a vow renewal ceremony, but right now the thought of everyone looking at me in a giant plus size wedding dress looking like a human marshmallow is not pleasant.
[ ] I don't fit in roller coasters or any amusement park rides, and I don't even have the courage to try an airplane
[ ] I can't walk up a single flight of stairs without struggling
[ ] Constant lower back pain
[ ] Severe flare ups from my hydradenitis suppuritiva, causing bad skin infections in skin folds
[ ] My lower arms don't actually touch my body when I put my arms by my side because the amount of fat on my upper arms pushes them out so much
[ ] Laying on my back and feeling smothered because the fat from my chest and neck make it hard to breathe