This is exactly what I'm going through in this moment. As I write this I'm in tears. I'm almost five years post sleeved, and within the last three months I've gained 20-25 lbs. I'll lose about 6-8 lbs and put that back on. Mentally I can't seem to kick myself out of this feeling empty mode of sadness. No one around me understands how food is an addiction and the bad stuff tastes so good. Yet it's soothing when you're in a low place. I'm begging and pleading with myself to get out of this, but I don't know how to get back to the motivation I once had. Overall I lost 150 lbs from my sleeve, and I'm terrified of the weight I've put back on. I'm trying my pouch reset again tomorrow in hopes that it's still working. I truly need help I'm feeling defeated and lost.