ItsjustmeHQ

ok Im so glad I wasnt alone in thinking the way I do!! I guess thats how I was seeing it as a food funeral ...I have cut back on sweets before i knew my surgery date and tried on sodas but now that the day will soon be here i wanna drink my pepsi and dr peppers! i dont really know if i will miss any my favs except for sweet tea! And you all are right! Plus the more I gain the more Il have to loose!! fortunally for me I guess i have no pre opp diet I do go to the dr on may 1st and they will tell me for sure everything that I will need to do! So No going crazy its just food! but i do think I will eat some hot chocolate pudding and king crab legs from my fav resturant The Boling Crab just one more time before its all said and done!! Thank you!!!!

Thank u all !!! And whooohoooo moonchild!! Hey is dat a moonchild as in Ace Frehley moonchild?? Lol let me know how it goes tommrrow!! Good luck!!!

One of my bosses is female and everyone talks to her about everything even I do but I ve never really told her what I've been going to the doctor for I just told her it was for my anxiety or thyroids ..she's really nice and I hate lying to her but I don't know how she will react I don't want her to be like others that tell me oh why r u doing that you could loose that on ur own ..why this why that ... That's why I'd rather not say anything not sure what to say plus I've only been there since oct..

OMG!!!! one more thing to look forward to!!! I've never farted in front of my hubby in 14 yrs well not on purpose anyways only once when i was sick and 7 months pregnant ... i almost died of embarrassment ! what wil happen if i cant hold them in ? in front of him?? behind him? at work at the store?? omg i guess i will be makin someones day by giving them a good laugh! Thank you both for giving me a good laugh cant wait to share my stories!!! lmfao!

This is one of things Im really worried about to! I already have Alopecia for those who don't know what that is its a form of hair loss in patches... So i already have thin hair that takes months to grow back! ..but i guess on the bright side im already used to my hair falling out in clumps so it wont be to scary

thank you both!!!