TinyMamiOf3kids

Yes I'm at the end of my rope,but rent isn't cheap so I will have my surgery,and save money until the day I move out. I was searching,and looking around,and did find some places. I'm going to check out one of the places,and it's not housing,but they charge you rent according to your income. I'm not moving yet,but looking,and searching makes me feel like I'm in control,and I'm able to move on with my life. Until I don't go out there to look with my eyes how would I know where I might be moving to. It's in an area I have no idea but there is a huge park in front. I want to go in the day time,and at night time when the action begins so if there is drug dealing or funny business going on I'm not going there again that's why I don't want to leave this place. Morning day or night and we have camera on the property. Nothing ever happens here that's why I feel safe but whatever. I will search till I find the perfect place.

I apply for this place called HUD is for low income family. The rent goes according to your income. I'm researching,and applying all over especially if it's going to take years.

How I do that? Help me plz... How do I get apartment according to my income? Give me some advance. I'm not falling asleep anymore. I'm moving my butt. I made the 1st step apply for housing.

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Can anyone paint there toes? I know I'm tiny now,but I haven't painted my toes in over 5 years or more heck! I think I only paid to get them done. I'm going to try to paint them now. I wouldn't know where to start LMBO I don't think I own any nail polish gonna have to buy one how exciting. Wearing gloves I just did my nails can't ruined them SMH lmbo I'm crazy laughing over here wondering where do I start with painting the toes.

Where was I? I didn't get none of the boobs you lost. I'm also a C cup from a D cup. I hate them lmbo... Thinking should I do my boobs D cup or just a really full C cup. I have a flat C cup right now.

I also don't mention I had WLS those who know already know,but new people or ppl you see on a daily basic. I simple say diet,and exercise,and I have the name,and number to my dietician dr. Labrutto and a lot of times they drop the subject. They don't want or need help they want to be noisy and find out why my ass went from fat mooooooooooo cow to tiny Maybelin lmbo I did give the dietician number to a few ppl that were interested they claim the md didn't take there insurance,but I asked the dietician he said no one mention your name at all so I wouldn't know if they actually call me or not,but I haven't had any new person come in. That's to show you that ppl talk to talk..... I had ppl say you cook so good "when I make parties I make a hell of a party" I'm the best of the best,but when they ask me well how do you make blah blah and I start getting into details they drop the subject they wanna eat it the food. They don't give a crap how I cook the food. I also say I avoid bread Pasta and too much rice which is all true

Do you happen to be in New York? We can be neighbors lolz I honestly think there is no other men in this world for me. I love men don't get me wrong,but after all the verbal abuse I want to be alone. I'm going to have one of the hottest body and no one to share it with except B.O.B. lmbo I gotta do some cleaning up. I have so many memories & so much stuff "did someone say donation"? I will have to donate a lot of crap. Well laundry time got like oh boy 6 bags of clothes ugh double ugh....

There is a website on line where anyone can apply for housing. I decided to apply. I know there is a waiting list. I didn't want to apply for housing,but maybe once I'm called I can explain to them I don't want to be in housing. I want someone to help me do the process for section 8 so I can have my own apartment. Let's see what happens. My friend's mother it took 20 years to get into housing but cuz she wanted a certain place. Where she lives at I would take it with out thinking twice about it. That's like the best housing in Queens. That's the only place I would live. I feel safe now else where SMH... I want to live forever "let's put it that way" I don't want to deal with drug dealers in front of the building,trash,rude,and people that are gonna break in your home.

Good luck everyone... I guess it must have been a combination of age & being wiser now that made me make the big decision on having WLS. That gave me the extra push I wasn't or didn't have the will power I do today if I didn't have WLS. Maybe it would had been possible with out WLS but I was about to have a knee replacement if I didn't lose this weight fast. I save my knee by having WLS & I'm proud to still have a good working knee lmbo

I notice my teenager very unhappy & it's breaking my heart since she is a minor she can't leave the house until 18. I'm willing to apply for section 8 under spouse & child abuse. I don't know where I go to apply. Is this the same place you would apply for housing? Should I start looking now since I heard there is a waiting list? I'm willing to apply and let her live in the apartment with the boyfriend until I have enough money to go live in my place. The lease and everything will be under my name,but she can pay & the boyfriend the rent requested. We got 2 years to figure this out. If you wanna help me out with locations & where I should go. I live in New York city queens area & I don't want to leave queens. I want the most a four bedroom apartment but willing to settle for a 3 bedroom. I do want & need my own bedroom kids can share Thanks

Your funny lmbo it was the best sex if your life I bet. Bet the neighbor heard you

I think less then a week

* I hate when the past is mention with untruth to it. * I hate being put down I'm being strong & maybe stronger then ever. Hubby today said I was bad luck since he left a sign he needed made in a hardware store. I was home decided to take the kids to McDonald for a snack before the park. Hubby was outside approach kids & I said maybe you shouldn't touch them they might give you bad luck. He walked away. Time passes... I was minding my business in the kitchen. All the sudden I honestly don't know what happen that he went off on me. Saying his mother picked me off the streets. I was never on the streets. I was a working teenager & I was in school. I was looking for a room to rent & I went to live in a room I rented. I wasn't living there for free. If this woman decided to feed me I'm going to eat. If she decided to reach me how to cook or the basic or have a conversation yeah I was going to talk to her. I lived in her house. She was wonderful to me. That's how I met my now hubby threw her. She figure I was a good woman for him even though I was a teenager. So him saying she got me off the streets it's false. He starts bashing my nationality. I'm pure Dominicana he is Puerto Rican. I told him if he had issues with me why did he get together with me. We started arguing. I know the up set part of me is talking right now but I think after I'm fix it won't take to long & maybe leaving with my teenager by the time she is 18. We won't need to suffer so much. Maybe my bills will be paid by then. Maybe I won't have money. Maybe I won't have a place to live. I will have peace love happiness and that's what I need. I will work out my bills & such as it comes.

I have smaller hands. Before After

I only do a lot of walking. I will start the Shaun T starting Monday. I can't over do it cuz I need to gain weight to transfer the fat to my butt. So if I exercise I won't have any fat to transfer that's why I'm only walking. Let me explain. I burn off 90% of my fat because I did exercise like crazy & walk crunches you name it. I was determine to lose weight & when I saw my surgeon he was shock in 3 months I lost all this weight. So I cut down but did crunches my belly got flat I only have saggy skin. After seeing I'm saggy. I reach 109 pounds I saw a plastic surgeon that needs me to gain weight 15/20 to transfer all that to my butt. That's why I not exercising. I'm holding into my fat. Need it fir surgery next year.

That would be a good thing but if you have the I don't give a rat butt about your surgery or your feelings you are stuck smelling the pizza pie. I don't want to be mean but even from that moment the md put me on that 28 day diet 2 liquid if I made it threw I said hell yeah! I'm gonna get slim. I was tired of being fat & refuse to have pizza & junk control my life. Do I crave it? Honestly barely I have had it but I can easily pass it & have an apple fruit salad. I know they say easier said then done but I had WLS and I survive. I'm alive I eat healthy so I made it. I reach goal so anyone can make it.

I'm going to be brutal here & I'm very sorry but... I'm 109 pounds because I have will power. I didn't change my family menu. Who had surgery me why? Live longer have energy get slim. I can't stop my hubby from wanting a slice or sitting at the dinner table. He is not fat & it would be rude for me to ask him to leave cuz I have no self control or will power. Before we had surgery we knew our family eat chips & junk food. I do all the cooking & shopping. I buy chips why should I stop. I change my life style not my family. I fried meat why not that's what I cook. I give my kids soda mainly weekends. juice. I buy them McDonald but not often. I had surgery not my family. I can't change there life or my cooking. I can only change my self. If it was going to bother me so much watching my family eat I would had reconsider the decision of WLS. Plz have will power & be strong. You change not your family. No one wants to be force to eat salad when they are used to pork chops. Have a broccoli when they are used to pizza. Have low fat chips when they are used to regular. I would hate to have someone try to change me. I know I'm gonna make enemies & get pinch like my Italian friend say but I went into this surgery knowing everything junk soda all. I'm not getting fat ever again. I refuse!!! They can eat the junk I'm good with my cafe & fish and healthy stuff. I hate being fat & refuse to be fat again... Will power will power will power... It's hard he'll yeah. You want to be fat or slim down not a size 1 like me but he'll yeah not plus size. I love you all I'm sorry I had to speak up!! Be strong

Congrats girl

At 1 month it's soft food stage. Did it agree with you? If it did then it should be fine.

August is around the corner

Thanks suddenly I became like so knowledgable. I help everyone. I feel like so special. I even took the guy from Starbuck to the girlfriend job the other Starbuck. He said he didn't feel feel. I offer him a ride. That was today I'm gonna do the autism walk for my son. I have a gift that's a gift so I'm sharing. I been having good luck everywhere except this marriage lmbo can't have it all lmbo