TinyMamiOf3kids

so I didn't want to come back here posting issues & problems. They say talking to people,and writing down how you feel helps a lot,and other woman might be in my shoes or went threw what I'm going threw right now so here it goes... We went to a hotel in New jersey to take the kids to six flags. On our return back home New York we decided"hubby idea mind you" to get pizza. We order a pie it's much cheaper then individual slices,and a liter pepsi once again cheaper then individual soda or drinks. We eat,and finish,and we are now home. All the sudden I hear hubby saying that I like the pizza guy,and he confirm it today.He stated the way I was talking to him,walking. I said I order the food,and that was all. He went on & on to proceed that I like the pizza guy. Then he claim I like him ever since we moved here(that's 13 years go)... I have no interest in this guy. Today I had a appointment with the bariatric doctor. I was late to my appointment,but I went. I also decided it was time to get a fillin since I didn't make plans with my kids,and I was near by plus I got free parking. I was done went home... time passes.... hubby was getting on my nervous,and he was claiming that I don't feed my kids,and telling me stupid things such as if my kids die what money will I be getting? Why would I want my kids to die,and I'm getting money for them cuz they are special need,and even if I wasn't getting money for them I love them just the same,and it doesn't matter to me if I'm getting money or not. Well we got to arguing,and I was yelling to shut the fuck up. He then suddenly said yeah you sure was fucking this morning,and it sure wasn't with me. I told him you are going to have to find a room to rent,cuz I'm getting really tired of you. He then started saying oh you will have to be the one to move. See.... my ass is moving,but I have to wait till NYCHA contacts me,and it won't be till next year. Plus hubby owes me $7,000 which I'm not leaving till he gives me back my money. Plus I'm not stupid.How you gonna bitch about me getting money for my own kids,but have the nerve to borrow money from me. How the hell you think I manage to save money? So hubby pays all the bills,but it's ok he can continue to do so while I wait for NYCHA to get back to me. Oh well tomorrow which is today it's past 3am I go to a building I know that the handyman lets me collect the bottles. So I'm going to be going there about 8:30am this is a Saturday thing Getting money together isn't easy. School is going to start soon,and kids need sneakers,and then I'm so called pocketing there money. Oh please!!! My kids are very healthy this man is out of his damn mind. stupid man!!!

Sometimes I'm walking down the streets and I feel like yelling at every man I see LMBO. Yeah I'm nuts!

Congrats alright under 200 I was so excited when i saw 197 after being 211 I'm so happy for you. Cheering for you girl

Awesome job don

I know the feeling. You know that now that I'm slim I'm afraid to regain & food logging is the best cuz once I'm like close to 1200 per day I stop eating. I don't starve I just count everything makes me feel in control. So I try to leave a little space just in case I get a little hungry. I have a fruit around boy how I love fruits. Lmbo never in a million years I would say I rather have strawberry over a burger.

Think positive & everything will work it's self

I wasn't told anything cuz I had stop smoking over 1 year before thinking on surgery but I now use e-cig and not even much. It's only when the urge attacks but my mind is full of active life to even pay mind to it lmbo

I been feeling funny lately. Hubby wanted to check his blood pressure it was normal. I figure hey let me check mine. I'm 96/66 I was like really? My pressure is really low compare to before I was 115/70 or 120/? Don't remember but normal. I have all the indication of low blood pressure. Dizzy watery poop fainting you name it. Dehydration. Good thing I see my doctor tomorrow early. I had blood test done 2 weeks ago so let's see what's wrong with this woman here lmbo I keep it positive only because I have 3 kids & I need to be healthy before I have plastic surgery.

Thanks everyone doctor said I'm fine. A little low iron. Nothing major but I'm going to get a colonoscopy done to make sure everything is fine with me.

Congrats

I can relate. I started drinking every evening for about a month then I stop my self then drank occasionally like weekends then I stop that also. I still have an almost empty bottle of moscato most likely flat. I have like 2-3 full bottles of moscato that I haven't touch. I think after surgery next year is when I will drink occasionally again lmbo.

Congrats how excited

I believe it is. I had a stricture at I think it was 3 months post up.

Yes how are you feeling?

My hubby told me last night we need to have as much sex as possible due to the fact that when I have plastic surgery he will not be having sex with me ever again. He feels I will be fake & unnatural & I should stay how my body is now & I hate how my body is now. Do you have a spouse that had some fixing done? Do you see her differently? Do the sex feel different? Do you avoid sex? I'm having plastic surgery with out his approval or consent. I'm 34 I'm not a child. I have 3 kids not having more & I lost all the weight & I'm unhappy with saggy in my body. Thanks

Hello again I can't move things faster unless god forbid hubby puts his hands on me which won't happen "he isn't a women beater" so this are smoothly at the moment. He approach me today saying he loves me & I haven't heard those words in a long time. I do love him & he is the father of my kids but I can't continue living here once I get my own place. I don't want to hurt him by being here cuz I feel we (my self & kids) make him miserable so it's best we go our separate ways. If he gives me problem child support will be after him not me. I don't want him poisoning the kids with lie about me. I don't want his money & I care less if he see the kids or not. I don't want his money. I want to take care of my kids by my self with the government help no father in there life. I want to be single sexy happy & to give my kids the best life & travel with them cuz if my plan works I should be getting SSD my kids already gets SSI and my mom will live with me so if I get a job off the book she's there to watch the kids. So I can make it even if I didn't have my mom. I sure don't need a man lmbo I been doing it alone raising kids so why not pay my own bills also? P.s. was thinking after I do me "plastic surgery" have left over start paying my bills or at least part of it to help lower the payments what will he have to say since he enjoys throwing the "I pay your bills or all the bills weekly"

We are separating hubby true colors are coming out. Had to file domestic violence over 6 cops last night. Children screaming scare. He wants me out but I'm waiting for housing to find me a place & I can't leave till then. We r doing it by court.DNA testing & all it's time to get the fuck out!!! Not in the streets but I have to wait less then 1 year. Plastic surgery is not top priority. I need to go

Hello everyone, I contacted housing & I did the application on line in June 2013. They put me on a waiting list. I called to see what's going on & I'm still on the waiting list & they should be sending me a letter next next in June. I called them personally requesting an application for section 8 and was told I should go in person & explain to them my situation so they can put me on a waiting list. Well a year of waiting wont kill me so I will wait. I'm no longer worried about my bills. Why? It's almost paid & what's not paid I will pay off once I'm on my own cuz as long as I'm here hubby will pay them. So I'm not putting surgery on hold like I was thinking. I'm getting surgery so I'm having my cake & eating it to"sugar free that is lmbo" so I will be happy & I have basically two kids to raise & I will be fine

I'm right with you. You can do this.

I know but you have to be on top of your game. Off topic but my son is special need & since he is 3 he is able to get free diapers & a special need stroller but after getting the run around from the company not the doctors. I went down to the doctor office to make the nurse find a company that deals with kids diapers & get moving with his. Stroller. He bangs his head & I love him to much. I fight for all my kids especially him. So fight for what you need & want like me. I don't give up.

Congrats & speedy recovery