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ChristinaRose

Gastric Sleeve Patients
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    Capacity At 2 Weeks Post Op

    My plan is to start doing it once a week. I had been doing it daily but I decided against it for the future because I don't wanna get stuck in any kind of "obsessive mode".
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    Capacity At 2 Weeks Post Op

    Hi, Marimar & D! The link to the recipe is http://theworldaccordingtoeggface.blogspot.com/2007/08/pureed-foods.html. Just scroll down a bit and you'll see "Shelly's Ricotta Bake". It's a popular one around the forums. I used part-skim ricotta cheese instead, but do what you feel most comfortable with! How are you guys doing? I hope y'all are having a great weekend thus far!
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    Capacity At 2 Weeks Post Op

    Thanks Lissa & Camarillo! I figured it would get a bit easier whenever I move on to the more dense proteins. Appreciate the reassurance!
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    Finding Freedom

    Sorry this is kind of a doozy! I just felt the words flowing from my hands and couldn't stop. Sitting here, 8 days out from surgery, I'm understanding what it means to use food as a necessity and not a friend. For 26 (almost 27) years, I have buried my addiction so deep that it was all consuming and I was blind to it by choice. This past week, after being sleeved and without my friend, unearthing my addiction has been a harsh but MUCH NEEDED reality. I have cried over pizza, lamented over pasta, and been angry for bread. I have seen glimpses of myself that I never knew existed. But deep down I've known that facing my demons will bring resolution. I hope this doesn't sound too dramatic, but I've been thinking of analogies to connect the unhealthy relationship between food and the addict. This may sound odd but it's almost similar to an abusive relationship. So many love that person to the depths of their soul while they damage them to the core. It's a cycle of intense love and hatred. The beauty is, it's not the end of the story. There will always be scars and wounds from the past; a reminder of the battle. The sleeve aids us in making peace with the inner addiction. It doesn't necessarily heal us to the core but it is a vehicle for making peace with our addictions on a daily basis. This is a lifelong relationship with food and each of us is worth the freedom and the fight to maintain a healthy peace with our addictions. I am a professing Christian. A believer in the saving grace and immeasurable love of Jesus Christ. I can tell you this...He has picked up this broken life on more than one occasion and put me back together. He is the only real remedy to my food addiction. The key is surrendering every broken piece (not even holding on to one) to the only One who brings the dead to life. This chance at life came from Him. His mercies are new each and every day, and without that, I wouldn't be sitting here sleeved and on the path to a healthy life. People may call me a lunatic or Jesus Freak...I don't really mind; it gives me the opportunity to explain my passion for living. Most people don't believe in a God that offers second, third, and infinite chances. They believe they are too far gone...I am living proof that new life & freedom exist when you accept His everlasting love. Thank you Lord, for giving me hope for a future. "Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed, for His compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is Your faithfulness." (Lamentations 3:22-23)
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    I'm Desperately Hungry!

    Y'all, I'm about to eat my pillow. lol. I'm not literally hungry, just head hungry.The mind is such a powerful thing, it's insane! Let me just say that the worst thing is driving by one of your favorite restaurants and smelling the food. I wanted to lick the car window. BUT I will say that chewing ice helps the "chew factor". As well as SF popsicles and seeing the progress in weight loss . These head games aren't the most fun but in comparison to the new life ahead, I'll take 2 weeks of head hunger and crying over pizza commercials.
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    Finding Freedom

    Thank you all for the encouraging words! Katie, that is incredible! You are SO right, devoting your life to the Lord transforms your perspective on health and truly changes your heart. Congrats to you on the awesome success and I pray that you continue to experience God's presence throughout your journey. I KNOW He will be there every step of the way.
  7. "Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed, for His compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is Your faithfulness." (Lamentations 3:22-23)

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    Backup Plan: Gastric Bypass

    To be honest, I would research into some more qualified physicians that will perform your surgery with 100% knowledge and excellence. If they are a bariatric physician or any surgeon for that matter, they should have NO problem executing a Gastric Sleeve procedure (of course, if this is a procedure they offer). I would find a physician that you KNOW beyond a shadow of a doubt will perform the Sleeve surgery to his best ability. Your life and your health are worth waiting to find a capable physician.
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    Backup Plan: Gastric Bypass

    Not sure if I understand the question 100%. So your doctor is planning on the possibility of him making a life threatening error in surgery? Maybe a new physician would be a good option? :-\
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    Our little family of 2

    May 2012. 7 Days Post op.
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    Me2

    From the album: Our little family of 2

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    Me1

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    All Smiles2

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    All smiles!

    From the album: Our little family of 2

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    Cheesing

    From the album: Our little family of 2

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    Craving Food

    EXACTLY! haha At this point I'm most excited about being able to semi-chew anything. It makes you push harder to complete this phase the best possible. GAH! chicken on the brain for real! Guacamole cravings something fierce lol
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    Craving Food

    I am 7 days out. Liquid diet for 2 weeks. (I go to pureed on my birthday next week!! Killer gift for sure!) Y'all are so right!! This is hard but worth it. It's easy to get caught up in the cravings for sure. I find myself salivating over commercials and the other day I definitely cried because I wanted pizza but knew I would NEVER risk it. Who cries over Pizza? Lol this girl!. I've found that diverting my attention onto something else helps for a while but it also helps to kinda face the craving and addiction head on so when it comes again you are stronger. It got easier the day after when I saw a pizza commercial. I kept saying "ewwww look at that nasty thing" hahaha my husband thinks I'm a weirdo.
  20. Hi all! Sooo I am 1 week out from being sleeved. No pain and feeling pretty darn good! I will lay the beginning of my docs post op diet to give you guys a better idea before I ask my question. Week 1 & 2: liquids (Protein shakes, ensure, broths, blended and strained Soups (no chunks/rice/noodles/potatoes), Jello, popsicles, blended and strained yogurt smoothies) Week 3 & 4: pureed (purred oatmeal, mashed sweet potatoes, chicken salad, tuna salad, egg salad (all with low fat mayo), avacado, low fat cheeses, lean ground turkey or beef, egg whites/scrambled, low fat yogurt, cooked and blended veggies, etc.) Basically pulverize everything but restrictions include (no real sugar, Pasta, bread, rice, crackers, all of the heavy stuff) Week 4 & 5: Continued Pureed + Integrating more Soft Foods I have a couple of questions I hope someone may be able to answer! I'm on week 1 diet, and I am having a really hard time getting in 2 Protein Shakes a day. I'm lucky to get a whole one down. It's not that my sleeve is rejecting it, it's that I am sick of the constant sweet overload from the shakes and the Ensure. So basically I have been adding powders?utm_source=BariatricPal&utm_medium=Affiliate&utm_campaign=CommentLink" target="_ad" data-id="1" >unjury unflavored protein to blended creamy soups and have only been able to eat around 4-6oz. per day of the Soup. I also have some milk in the morning, around 4 oz. I KNOW I am not getting enough of the protein he wants me to get in (80 grams minimum). But it's really hard when it's mainly liquids! How much protein intake is typical for a new sleever?(aside from doc recommendations) Also, I am almost paranoid that soups are too much on the sleeve (even though though I've had no problems or pain...and it's on my docs postop diet). I guess that sounds weird but I was wondering if anyone else has done the cream based soups in the first week? I didn't start them until around day 4 per my doctor's diet. I am just terrified of busting open my sleeve lol I have followed the diet to a T but I'm even afraid that soup will cause too much pressure on it haha. Just wanted some feedback on that Sorry for the mega long epic novel to ask those 2 measly questions. Thanks y'all!
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    Post Op, Protein, & Paranoia :)

    Thanks for the insight everyone! Great advice and I feel much better today; no extreme paranoia about my sleeve exploding over soup . GAH I feel like a crazy lady sometimes trying to take care of this "sleeve child" lol.
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    Any May Sleevers Yet?

    My doc leaves the drain in for 2 weeks. He wants to be absolute sure there are 0 leaks and likes to monitor his patients closely. He actually makes his patients drink 2 oz. of "Blue powerade" every hour (that way if there were a leak, the blue liquid would travel into the drain and we would go immediately to hospital. Basically blue is the only color our body doesn't "excrete" so it helps keep an eye on our insides while healing) At the 2 week point the drain will be removed and then he moves us into the pureed stage. Will be on liquids until then to make sure transitions go as smoothly as possible. Sticking to doctor's orders makes the process SO much better.
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    How Are All The May Sleevies Holding Up?

    Just got home form the hospital yesterday. I'm feeling great! Minimal pain and more energy than I could have imagined this early in. I'm sure I'll have difficult days but as of right now, if you follow the post op program closely, it makes life a TON easier. It may seem impossible to get in all of your liquids/protein post-op but all you can do is try your absolute best. Take it slow but be active and focused on your recovery. Remember to take small walks to keep the blood flowing and also to relieve any gas pain. Best of luck!
  24. "The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still." (Exodus 14:14)

  25. Hi Hi Jenny! :) How did everything go? I hope you are doing well! Been praying for all of the May 1st sleevers. Everything went well with my surgery, a bit of nausea but minimal pain thank the Lord!

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