Jenilou78

I was actually losing hope too, I had to do a second appeal to the IL board of Insurers and they found BCBSIL against the interest of the patient (me) and they were forced to approve me. Keep fighting. If they keep pushing you back, write a letter, do anything you can if you are sure you need and want this. You will get it done. I was right where you were at the end of Sept only I gained 15 lbs from being so depressed then woke up one day and wrote a 7 page letter full of anger on notebook paper and shoved it in an envelope. I was approved 9 days later. Go get em!

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I am a wee bit anxious about tomorrow It's my first weight in 7 days post op, I have been on liquids 14 days. I threw out my scale when I started this process so I wouldn't be weighing myself every 5 minutes but now I have no idea where I'm at. I have been eating 1000-1100 cal low low carb high high protein and I want to be excited for my weigh in but after years of dieting and disappointing results I just feel anxious. What if my weight stayed the same when I am doing everything right? Say a little prayer, do a "drop the weight" dance, wish on star-here's hoping for positive (negative really) results tomorrow