Justine13

5.5 weeks and I just ate a damn choc chip cookie. I had 5 crackers earlier too during the awesome packer game. I don't want to eat that crap yet it's here and no my family is not going to give this all up. I do so well 90% of the time. I don't have a ton of guilt either. I'm hoping this cookie makes me sick. Albeit I used to eat MANY more and my sassy brain kept telling me "one. One will not hurt you. You have to learn to eat in moderation". And with regards to my toleration of various foods- I don't over eat and have never puke. Ugh. I need support. I'm an addict.

Probably grazing on my birthday cake my hubby made. If its in the house- I'm gonna eat it. I'm weak'

I must be whacked. I LOVED Isopure and loathe eggs (puke!). But I gave up the isopure becuse I'm convinced I got a rash from all the whey. I now eat lots of chicken and also ground beef.

I've been eating chicken for 2 weeks . Love it. I also hate the chewable multi. Trying to make myself finish the darn bottle though then moving on to something else. Wish I knew what I weighed. It seems my scale was being too generous to my whole family so I bought another. Nothing like "gaining" 10 pounds Ina matter of seconds Just took my son to subway before his championship (needed to add that) baseball game. Anyway- I was sooooo excited because they said I could make any of the sandwiches into a salad. So my oven roasted chicken breast and veggies (and yep mayo too) is tasting good. Been working on the the last 30-40 minutes and not even half gone. About to throw it away. Sure was nice to be able to do this though

I'm just over 5 weeks an struggle with right side pain off and on. Today it was bad So I even put my binder back on. Probabaly doing too much. Dr told me it happen for no reason to due to the muscles inside. Should go away soon

I would just like to say for the record that my official answer to this thread is a big helllll no. Clearly I'm a slower loser than I thought I'd be and I suspect that is because my tummy is not afraid of anything - no behavior modification going on in this head of mine. I suck!

I just drink it black. It's rare but on those chilly mornings . I had dumb decaf - I'm sooooooo tired zzzzzzzzzzz

Can someone remind me why no caffeine? I'm not addicted and had no problem giving up the little I had. I tried the search part of this but never had a good answer. I wanna know because I want coffee this morning- up since 4 and really want one

I just ate a whole darn boneless skinless chicken breast. Took me 1.5 hours but I was determined. Yum!!! For those who are on soft foods- I love chicken and I buy frozen boneless skinless- put in crockpot on warm all day with a can of cream of chicken and can of skim milk. Soooo moist and yummy!!!

I just ate a whole darn boneless skinless chicken breast. Took me 1.5 hours but I was determined. Yum!!! For those who are on soft foods- I love chicken and I buy frozen boneless skinless- put in crockpot on warm all day with a can of cream of chicken and can of skim milk. Soooo moist and yummy!!!

Thank you so much. Struggling with food. Today I'm on track. But the weekend was bad

Um I have a few all from celebrate. It all started with my first cheat- I gather that moderation isn't something I can handle. Tomorrow I'm going to really try to avoid any extra carbs. I can't do it.

I eat hamburger- a couple bites- chili- I made chicken salad (no noodles)- soups. Their the bad thing is it was my bday and there I was- eating slivers of cake. The last time I felt like ceap because I had just ate lunch- figuring I would not be able to eat as much. I was right but I felt like crap. I don't get dumping syndrome. I just get the good old' guilt like I had pre surgery. I'm so scared I won't be able todo this- its crazy! So I parked my butt on my couch and made myself drink my powerade zero instead of grazing and now I'm waiting on meatloaf. I won't touch the potatoes. It's the sweets that get me

I have to say I have been eating terribly!!! I WISH I didn't feel hungry and my damn sweet tooth is getting the best of me. I want to graze and feel like I'm falling off the wagon..... ALREADY. Tomorrow is a new day but the better I feel- the more daring I am to try stuff. Gah!

Trying to enjoy birthday lunch on your special day. I feel like I'm a big bag of screwed up hormones lately! All I do is complain and seriously- I truly am not like that - So in some respect it's comforting to know that this too shall pass . All that Said- hubby and I are going to play bingo for my birthday! He HATES that sort of thing so I must take him up on this. He must reallllllly feel sorry for me . He made cake- better than sex cake and oh my- How will I pass that up. I probabaly won't. I'm terrible. . I also need a new scale. I forgot to get one while I was at the store. Darn. Right now enjoying some decaf tea with spelnda. It's so chilly and rainy. We just to put some logs on the fireplace and what a perfect evening. Oh and a scary Halloween movie . I guess after all my 29th birthday isn't so bad . Hope all is going well for everyone and as always- you are all in my prayers.

Work went ok. I need more liquids In and am working on it right now. I also had another damn sliver of cheesecake but my calories in are soooo low.hmmmm

I was off for 4 weeks and am very thankful for it. Work went ok- my emotions are all over the board