phillygirl8133

Yeah I went to Wal-Mart didn't have any lol rite aid Cvs nada

Ok so I am trying everything that's high in protein and I been doing great now with getting in all my fluids and my protein with the shakes but now I am so bored with food nothing satisfies me i don't enjoy it I still cook my family and it don't matter what it is I either throw it iPhone or take a few bites and just don't want anymore of it Idk what else to do I think I may just do a liquid diet for a week or so and drinkable my protein I'm losing so much hair I have to take it out my brush too keep using it and guess what can't find biotin anywhere in my area weird right I know so anyway just venting out here thanks

I went to hub it was the best place I know to go

July 12

Thank you I never really saw myself that big before and now my doc says I have body dismorfia Idk but I'm loving Tay I can rock some 18 lol

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We had a long talk and since then he been doi g ok but its only been 2 days I just keep it 100 with him and told him how I felt that I love him but just not how it was in the beginning and we both need to fix that

Ok so I'm going through some issues with my hubby ever since I had the surgery I did go through a rough path h as everyone else does you the usual being in pain for the first 2 1/2 weeks well my husband would call me lil linda who is my sisters well she's an addict and it bothers me that he would say that like I lieing or something I let it go ur I find myself just keeping all my thoughts to myself so I don't have to hear his mouth before having sex was uncomfortable for him to be on top cause I couldn't breath and he says just going through all that before turned him off of me I found this out last night during a heated argument I always come on to him I feel like the (guy) in this he hard a rough child hood growing up as I did I make sure I don't treat him like other people do I respect him I don't call him names or put him down I'm just not that way I worked so hard in this relationship just to make sure he knows I'll never abandon him like his mom did and everyone else did brothers father and so on but I am coming to my breaking point because I wanna feel like I'm wanted for once he is always so up tight he suffers from bi-polor and pts indont know what else to do last night we had a Huge fight and I don't know what the next step is (devorce) maybe but we have 3yr old I'm not a quitter but I'm going through alot of life changing events in my life and indont have a support system here just online I would call someone but theirs no one I can call so I came here I'm 6weeks out and today I steped the scale I lost a total of 40 lbs I am very happy about that

This sucks I am forgetting so much puts pretty badcwhen I have my own kids coming from behind me to msje sure the stoves off the doors are locked they want me to have 77g of carbs a day bad 800 calories a day I am nowhere near that unless I drink my muscle milk

Wow I though maybe it's just me but guess now how long did it take for you to grit back to yourself

Ok so I'm a month out bad I am having issue with remembering or concentrating I can't do two things at the same time it's really bothering me now anyone have these issues I was at the store today and gave the girl my debit card and walked away from her to leave she's like miss your card this is just one silly thing I did today I am now leaving my stove on after I'm done cooking

I use the thin begals with low fat mayo and one piece of lunch meat with cheese they say to use whole grain so I did

Soft food whatever that mean I just chew very well but I get so mad cause I don't know what to eat that is good for me and I'm not big on veggies never was I was on vaca down the shore had a slice of or a few bites of pizza threw it up had a sandwich with lunch meat that too came up I'm just at my ends with this I call my NUT they never call me back I need options I try to research about healthy foods but then I go to my local store and find nothing

I confess that I Have no ideal how to eat right still I'm on soft food so I eat and puke I confess that food is always on my mind and whatever I eat is not keeping me full I confess that maybe I should be walking more then I could but the pain is was keeping me from doing anything I confess that I'm doing this all alone and no support from anyone

So I lost 35 lbs and in having such a hard time keeping things down I'm HATE yogurt and cottage cheese anything of that makes me hurl so I'm begging what can I eat that is HEALTHY for me I eat and throw up for the last 2 days and I just need some help on eating right

We did it 4 days after surgery he was careful lol and in two weeks losing 33 lbs it felt so different

I'm 4 weeks out and lost 33 lbs and sex does get Better I can now be on top and not complain about my knees lol you just gotta try

I would only buy the little ones first don't buy the containers I did and loved them before surgery and hard them after i spent a lot on it 70$ and now I wasted it :-( it has a funny smell to it

I feel the exact same say and I'm 4 weeks out today

I had my surgery July 12 lost 4lbs and 30 post now I'm at my 3 week and lost nothing almost 4 weeks now still at the same weight this sucks so bad cause I feel like I eating more then most sleevers I get the full feeling and then at times I don't I hope I'm doing this right

Hat can I do I'm limited on working out no go their until I'm healed nd my Bp is low I drink 4 water bottles a day and I get in my protein

Because I am in so much pain on my left side it goes away for awhile and comes back anyways I had the ct scan nothing showed up thank god but still they gave me no pain meds so now I'm home been trying to deal with it

I'm 3 wks out and by the 2nd week I was feeling better but because I was feeling better I went and did my normal stuff and now I'm back in pain in my left side to the point I may end up in the ER so be careful don't over do it I work in a hospital so I now 11 weeks off is what I'm going to need I do heavy lifting

My doctors gave me ten weeks off of work I don't lift anything heavy hmm well I guess I'll enjoy my vacation

I'm at a 3 wk stall also but I step in the scale this mourning and it said I lost a pound so will see