Jennifur

Good morning all miss ya Friday turned out nice - got home at 5 on Sat afternoon and slept until 8 yesterday and just didn't have an ounce of anything in me so here i am getting up and ready for work i'll check in later on... and try to catch up

wanted to say good morning all, miss you just checking for my final headcount for Friday, up to 100 people yipee have a great day

good morning all quick check in, I am down right exhausted but feeling better. I am taking a running training class and it is tonight. Spent most of this weekend working on the Patriot Hills dinner that is this friday. I should be able to breathe after that. I'll check in tomorrow. I'm going to bring my laptop upstairs so I can check mail and do my thing when I'm climbing into bed miss you all

Hola all sorry I've been mia... so tired Suzanne - I'm sorry about sister, that just plan sucks you have to deal with that Kat - that is sad he is just bailing and was not going to say anything. Tracy - congrats on the 3lbs. what are you doing? I need to get it together Hi Cindy and Michelle! ok I just skimmed post, I'll admit it I worked 55 hours this week, and have not opened my computer all week and was in bed at 5 one night, 7 another and no later than 9 the rest of the week. I love my job so much, come home covered in mud and disgusting but I'm so happy I don't care I do care that I've gained 7lbs. my belly feels bloated but my mom tells me i look smaller. My legs are getting bigger and are solid as a rock from all the walking I'm doing. That competely pisses me off, I don't want to get bigger. Mom said will eventually lost lbs once muscle stops building. I didn't eat well at all beginning of the week but have a good system now. I have to go shower, I have an executive board meeting at 1 I'm going to be late for, then home and relax for the afternoon. love to you all, I'll check in when I can, just too tired to turn my computer on, but I'm sure a week or 2 I'll get in the swing of things

thanks guys and thanks Kat, that sounds so yummy off to shower, cleaned garage and rest of the yard, next weekend the weed wacker comes out! how nice to be done before easter

Good Morning gals how goes it? It has been so nice here, just trying to get some things done So you will never guess! I start work Monday, at the same site, my BIL came back from FL and went to the site and pleaed my case, and his case, it is a 30 day trial so I'm going to have to be focused but who cares, this is fantastic! Kat - how do you make brisket? I loved the one we had in TX but just can't get that hre and I've been dying for it Michelle - I use to have my washer in the kitchen and dryer in the Bathroom - and now I have laundry room and lucky enough to have it right off my living room. I don't miss havng baskets all over my kitchen Suzanne - hey there, that sucks about the window but go you with the treadmill and going to the gym. I start my beginner running class Monday, it is good for anyone who can walk 30minutes a day. Well, I think I can do that lol I'm excited about that too. My new job is 2 huge buildings and and I will be walking up and down stairs all day long so I will get my fill of exercise. Tracy (hugs) love ya sister Hope you all have a great easter! I am going to shut down my computer, I have a ton of stuff to do today and tomorrow to get the house together and ready for work.

good Morning all I had thoughts but I lost them. Kat - you are right, this is healing and helping me seperate the before and after, and does feel like I'm dealing with death. But when all is said and done I will be a better person Tracy how are ya? Suzanne - nice here too, cooking on the grill sounds like a good possibility today I didn't get an email from Laura, I must totally suck.. LOL (JK) well, off to shower, drain is finally fixed and dry and ready to use. YIPEE

Good Morning all Suzanne it is going to be near 80 here friday and saturday, I am so excited! Hi Tracy - when you coming to visit me? :thumbup: we need each other! Kat - I'm glad FIL is going to be a simple fix and not cancer Michelle - friend me? LOL I have my spring fling in 25 days so I have decided that I am going to focus all my energy on that - which is good, but is also part of my sad days. Kev was retired Seabee and it brings up a lot of memories but at the same time is helping me understand a lot and have closure Ok got to run, dad is on his way

hello all how goes it What a great dream Tracy, wish I was there I don't know why i'm torturing myself with these books. I am on my 2nd book by Nicholas Sparks, all I can say is that this one hits home in many ways too. I have done nothing buy cry, but on a happy note, helping me to do more soul searching and trying so hard to have a life for me. I am angry and sad. Everytime I think I'm ok I'm not. I am so angry at Kev for what he did to me, he kept me from being happy because he didn't want anyone else to have me and now I'm so screwed up I don't know what is right or what is wrong anymore. I just know I don't feel worth much of anything anyway - i guess good will come out of this when I clear my soul, I'll be free to be happy off to put dylan in the tub, finish my book and medicate so I can get some sleep, its been about 2 weeks with a couple hrs here and couple hrs there

good morning Tracy - look up slim shots on the internet, and ya know what sucks, i don't want to eat and can't lose a single ounce. working out for an hour a day and nothing $GH Kat - you mean i can't wish away my 25 lbs and have it go away? lOl i'm running late - catch ya'll later

Kat - that is funny, i love when kids are silly and just laugh forever what movie are you going to see? Alex and her friends went to see Alice... I have been writing a letter to Rachael Ray for the last 3 days, finally got it finished and sent it to the Pres of Patriot Hills, she has become a very close friend, and I wanted a 2nd pr of eyes before I sent it. RR is from the area that we are working to get this center built... and shoot, we got a personal letter from Michelle Obama so I'm sending one to RR! Well, I'm off to get some more info out, got our press release finished up and want to send it out.

thanks vicki I hope you get your fill. are you journaling your food? Val - that is great. I always lose fluid in my band, so probably 1.25 in there max was 1.5 in a 4cc band I was suppose to go for a fill today but cancelled, I am not in a good place for a one, I need to be ready and it will work. I'm too distracted to stay focused

morning all so quiet hope you are all well just did my hr on the elliptical and going to shower in a few.

hugs and kisses I second what Kat says... I'm in a funk too. Went out and got some slim shots today, they have worked for me in the past - I need to control the emotional eating. Defeats working out like a crazy person I am mentally and physical ehausted and think I'm going to soak in the tub and go to bed... I should clean my room - I have clothes everywhere and never made my bed today because I was going to flip my mattress but nope, none of it happened. i lost my thoughts, i'm so tired... i'll see ya all in the am

Hi all just checking in. dealing with many deamons in my life and trying to close some doors, its harder than I thought. bouncing up and down 5lbs and my throat is burning 24/7 so eating comfort food, and probably too much, i'm sure the 6 miles i walk or the hr on the elliptical are the only things keeping my weight stable Vicki - thanks for asking - family court, made out good but just emotional draining, and i just want to be away and i'm still being haunted. my lack of trust and fear of being hurt again is preventing me from moving on

Good Morning Kat - that is just all crazy, your family is in my prayers! I'm in a funk, I am not horrible but slipping back. I have been having nightmares about kev for a couple weeks and its hard to explain, we were so close that we use to feel each other when we were apart and I would feel him in my sleep. It is starting agin and i don't know why - I don't want him in my head - out of my life. He is haunting me and I don't know how to make it stop I am going to shower and go to breakfast with my friend for her birthday, I'll hit the elliptical after lunch, it is freezing here! Hope you have a good day everyone -

Good Mornng all Suzanne - I don't know what is happening with job, I will not be on that site - that much I do know I wanted to check in and say hi, did 50 mins on elliptical and just had breakfast, going to shower and head to the army base... mmmmmmmmmmmmmm ya'll know how I love those military men, have to go doll myself up :confused: Hi Tracy :redface: It's Tuesday

morning all Job is not starting today, they would not let me on site because I didn't have enough experience for the site GC. It is BS and long story, but remember the Marine I dated... yea... he knew I'm family and is a bigshot on that site. I got my elliptical put together last night and I'm going to work out, raining here I'm glad court is over, it was a very emotionaly draining on Friday and I just cried, it was like the final goodbye but I can move on, free of him. I'll be back to read and catch up, i need to get moving before I get distracted

Good Morning all Kat - MIL and entire family is in my prayers - Tracy - thanks sister! I'm just quick checking in, I have family court wheich is going to be adjourned again for his disclosures, he is trying to completely screw me. I really don't like him at all and wish I didn't need his money, I'd walk away completely. It has been 60 and sunny all week so I have been busting my butt, walking my 6 miles a day and then doing my spring yard work, my body is killing me but it is almost done, have 1 corner of the yard left - so when I go back to work monday, i can enjoy my weekends and not have to do this hard work. Miss ya'll - off to get ds on the bus and shower for court. Give me strength - I'm going to need it after what he did to me, I can't even be in the same room with him at this point in my life

Good morning all just a quick check in, going to drink some coffee and head out for my last few morning walks. I'll have my elliptical and walk my butt off at my site, so i'll just walk on weekends. Kat - what a day... sign me up i'll get in trouble with you Tracy - how are ya sister? how nice i'll have money when you get here :wub: Suzanne - thanks for such kind words - and that makes for a long night, hope today is better. It is going to be 58-60 here all week, how nice right? Cindy, michelle - howdy

HI EVERYONE.... I'M BACK I had a fantastic Birthday - thank you for all your well wishes! Went this morning to the omputer shop and they plugged me in to a new cord and they had 1 in stock... so obviously you all see it worked. I am just flying by because I am getting ready to go back to work! I am going to be safety coordinator for a specific job site, will be there for 1-2 years and then will be moved to another site if I prove my worthiness, and it is with my brother-in-law so I will work extra hard to kick ass because of that! I have a safety class tomorrow, one on either thurs or next tuesday, and another on the 22nd and may 3... so I'll be busy and runing like crazy! BUT MY DREAM JOB! I'll continue to get my certs and next year can start taking state test for training instructor! go me! I'll be back to catch up later

Hi all I was having a hard time loGging in and now my dd plugged the broken cord into my computer and we threw the good one away. So tomorrow she is going to dig the bag of garbage out and find it So I just wanted to check in. Kat, rick and lee, Cindy. You all All in my prayers. Yes you all saw right 6 miles. I have a killer blister to prove it. Forgot to change into other shoes yesterday and of course ya'll know me I did the entire walk I wasn't quitting! I had mAjor PB eppisode today and now I'm having horrible gas pains. Yuck! Anyway Ill try to check in from my phone until. I get the charger. It is tiny writing and hard to type so small Hugs all

good morning my friends just got back in from my 6 mile walk, it was social hour so took me 2 hrs, but a nice morning... although my legs are killing me from stopping and going. Hope you all have a good day, it is beautiful out ther... spring has arrived Trying to eat as healthy as I can, but heck, its my bday and I slipped big time yesterday and know I get strawberry cake friday night my favorite

LOL that is funny! Slow and steady ... slow and steady

Good Morning You guys are funny, sorry I missed tht the other day. Vicki - so how far is 10,000 steps? I walked 6 miles and I take short steps, about 100 per block, so I should do it there. On the elliptical i do average of 125 min for hr is 7500 omg I better pick that up! Hope you are feeling better and getting some food :biggrin: