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Well I started this mother f###er so let me key in! I'm out of control sex,drinks,& I'm wearing b####es out . For real tattoos,sexy I'm all that & Ritch as s###. Once you hit your goal get ready for craziness!!!

Im 25 and going thru all the doc stuff so I can be scheduled, as we speak im at the sleep study place lol ive been a big girl all my life, but me recently having my daughter in april of 2011 has really sent me over the edge, I lost none of my baby weight!! This is so sickening to say, im 5'9 and 399lbs!!... Fortunately im proportioned so I can carry weight well, I know I dont look 400lbs but u can def tell im well over 300..i never thought I would ever be this big, its so scary...i want to live for my baby. Im also nervous about the surgery, scared about not being able to really eat for the.first couple of months, saggy skin, loosing my breast and ive also heard about some ppl having Hair loss. Dont get me wrong, I like being big (not like I am now)..i love having curves...if I could get.down to 230 id be happy, a size 18 pants I think would look good, I def dont wanna be small, I wanna stay "big fine" as my man calls it lol..thats another thing, I dont kno how he will act when I do lose weight....i just pray im making the right.decision for myself...so glad I came across this app, I kno yall kno how I feel!

I'm 25 too and had 130 to lose. I am now 5 weeks out have lost a total(Pre-op diet and then since surgery) of 40 pounds. My skin seems to be doing ok so far but of course I have alot more to go. I wish you luck on your journey!!!!! Keep us updated!