jasonl1973

I don't want to focus on the cleaning but the marriage part. Have you talked to him about how you feel? Have you considered counseling? He has a new person he is married to and he may feel insecure or jealous of the person you have become. I am lucky that my weight loss has helped motivate my already beautful wife to get physically fit. Granted I started at 305 and her at 145 but either way we have taken this journey to health as a family journey. Please feel free to email and talk but I suggest you talk and be open to his feelings too. Good luck, praying for you

Try to start from scratch again. Go back to week 1 and do cler liquids only, then liquids, then puree.

Get OUT of the house. this will eliminate temptation. Go find a walking track. Go to the mall with a bottle of water and no money or debit card.

Find a partner in this. You can do it. Its a mind game that your allowing yourself to lose.

Send me an email when your struggling. I would be happy to help.

You can do this. The biggest thing you said is:

You a MOM. Don't miss your childs precious moments because your dead. Sounds cold but that was the reality check for me.

Jay

congrats i am down 20 in 2 weeks and ready for 1st fill