BewhoGodcreatedmetobe

Well, where should i start. I am 27 and for my entire life, i have always fought with the fact that i did not like my weight and i was always teased about it. I went thru a depression when i was 13 because my weight was such a huge issue for me and the way that i felt about myself. i had to always wear clothes that were uncomfortable of hot just because i didnt want to show any part of my body. i didnt like my body and i never felt like i was in control of the way that it looked. I have always known that i have a pretty face because people have always told that i had a pretty face. even though i was told that i was pretty, it didnt matter because i never felt pretty with my body. Ive never been in to going out or being very social because i always felt like everyone was not going to like me because i was fat and i didnt like me. Although, it is true that obese people do get discriminated against, i couldnt tell if it was just my self esteem or actually people that made me avoid meeting people. What people dont know is that i love to dance and i love to go out and listen to music and meet new people but i dont give myself that opportunity simply because i dont like the way that i look. I am single because i am not happy about my weight and again, i avoid meeting new people. I understand that my weight isnt everything but it has always been a non stop issue for me. It makes me feel like i am weak and a lifetime loser and that isnt who i really am. I dont deserve to be in the corner avoiding the crowd or in the house every weekend simply because i dont like my weight. Soo with all that said, I Have Gotten Approved for surgery and Now i am getting the chance to live the life that i was meant to live. Thank you Jesus!