Pookeyism

Very suprised at myself in a photo I took last night - that is me about 30 lbs down...and I don't know whow to explain it, but I am not sure I can see myself another 30-40 lbs down...it isn't a negative thing, just the thought feels very surreal - pffftttt - I hate it when I have difficulty expressing myself. ):

"A Very Christmastastic Rocky Horror Picture Show", tonight! "Let's do the time warp again!" - it will be my last one before surgery... ): How long to you have to wait to time warp after VGS? lol!

Hmmm...another day, but it's FRIDAY! Boo-yeah!

About an hour and half out from my sort of first visit with my second (but this is the one) doctor. We will be going over everything in depth - and taking a picture, ugh. Lol. Next will be all of the upcoming doctor's visits (the visits are in a crunch my date is 01/04/2012). Getting nervous again!

OMG! Don't EVER tell a fat group of women eating a cheesecake that you have decided to have VGS!

Went to new doctors office today. Got all of my literature and forms and signed alot of stuff, lol. Free samples of Unjury and some other protien drink, calcium and multi tabs, etc. Next visit Thursday, will take official before pics. Setting other visits as I go. OMG this is real! AGGGhhhh!

Have officially switched MD's. Feeling good about this doctor, but admittedly that shook my confidence quite a bit.

Changed doctors due to bariatric consultant's HUGE mistake and her less than sincere apology! Stressful this close to my surgery date but secured the dame surgery date with the doctor who originally diagnosed my diabetes AFTER five years of misdiagnoses! He has operated on me before, with good results, so feeling like this was kismet...hopefully!

My mind is so full, and my thoughts do not seem to stop...Am I going to be like this all the way up to my surgery day?

34 days and counting!