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hlr7910

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  1. hlr7910

    I Give Up...

    Don't give up! I too was banded June 2011, did ok, slow prgress and then after my last fill in March 2012, I lost while on the liquids for 2 days and then nothing. I am now 4 lbs heavier than when I had my last fill.... I decided that I needed to think about how I am using the band. My band works, as I can get stuck everyday if I am not careful. But I think I am realizing that that is why I haven't lost any weight. I have been taking the easy way out and making poor decisions food wise. I lost my health insurance in March and haven't been back to my doctors since then either. I kinda fell off the band wagon and keep rolling down the hill til today. I have sat down and re-read my information. I have thought about my diet and the lack there of, of exercise. I have read the posts on here. I hope that my band is still good and that I haven't hurt myself by the poor decisions I have been making. Food addiction is a hard thing to overcome because it is legal and it is EVERYWHERE. I guess we just need to learn how to move past the struggles with food one little bite at a time. Counting calories is tedious I agree but I think as an "addict" it is helpful to be mindful of what you are "using" hence journeling everything that goes into your mouth. Sit back at the end of the week and read your journel and reflect on ways you can tweak your food intake and make the band work for you! The band is not a miracle cure all to weight loss and you will still have daily struggles with food but you need to find ways to manage your addiction and take control. The band is a tool and a tool only... we all have to keep working hard daily to reach our goals... I am starting all over, back to the basics because I know this tool works and I know that I have the information to make it work... I just have to do the work and so do you!! It is so hard to get back on track but the only way you can do it is to just DO IT!! Track your food, measure your food, be mindful of your food and take control!! Best of luck and I hope you think about it for awhile before you plan to remove it...
  2. Hi all I was banded a year ago... I initially did great but am afraid I have fallen from the band wagon... I have gained 10 lbs over the summer. I have a demanding job and feel like I just dont have time for me... How do I get back on track and help the scale go down again? I am happy I had the band done just frustrated that I am not using it properly!! Any advise on getting back on track? I would appreciate any feedback, butt kicking, inspiration as I am feeling lost... I have had 3 fills total and honestly thought after my last fill I may have been too tight leading to poor slider food choices but now I just don't know why I can't get on track... I even tried the 5 day pouch test... please help...
  3. Hi all, I have been struggling for the past 3 weeks. I have been making poor choices and seems as if I am letting my old self back in. I DO NOT want this to happen... I need to get back on track... I need to find it within me again as I am too newly banded to be self destructing already... Any tips on getting back on track before I do some damage to my band... thanks
  4. hlr7910

    need to get back on track

    Thanks... I am going to try the 5 day pouch test and start all over... starting tomorrow... today will watch what I do but tomorrow is a new day...
  5. hlr7910

    first fill question

    so this feeling went away after I ate my oatmeal... I guess I will just monitor it and take it from there.
  6. Hi all, I was banded 6/23/11. I just got my first fill friday 9/9/11. I have lost 28 lbs so far. Since my fill I am not having any trouble eating, I feel like nothing is getting stuck as ppl say, not having the sliming or pb but I do have a constant knot feeling in my throat. Even hours after I eat. Now the PA told me I could have pressure in my esophogus so I am assuming that this feeling is totally normal. I am not having any pain or trouble otherwise just this annoying feeling like something is in my throat. Did liquids friday, and saturday and today am on softs. Am totally not hungry which is good because I was starving prior to the feel. I am having trouble getting protein in today just because I have been a little worried about eating. Working night shift this week so when I got up around 330 pm I had pureed turkey 1/4 cup and 1/4 c of mashed potatoes. the turkey was moist and I took small bites and chewed. No problems other than this feeling. It is now 2 am and I am still not hungry but know I have to eat so I am going to make oatmeal with added protein powder... Is this feeling I am having normal and will it always be there or is it because I am still "healing" from the fill? I have a realize band and she said she put in 5 cc because the line wasn't primed... Just curious thanks for you help.
  7. hi there! I am post banded June 23rd. I work in the ER and was of for 4 weeks. I could have come back about 3 weeks out but I took the extra week because we only have 2 nurses in my er and I didn't want to hurt myself lifting. The whole thing has gone well for me so far I have lost 25 lbs in the first 2 months. I haven't had to have a fill yet either. My next appt is on Sept 9th so I will see if I get a fill then. I think I may need a little bit but not too much. Good luck to you!!
  8. I read all your post and find some peace... I have been eating my 3 meals a day, proteins and produce. I do not drink my calories but I do not feel like I am getting anywhere. My weight loss has staled, I exercise frequently. My doc didn't feel me still which is fine because for the most part I am not hungry. Some days I have trouble getting my protein and somedays my calories in general. How do I get back on the losing side of this... I feel like it is never gonna get going... I have lost 18 lbs since my surgery in june but my doc said she expects me to lose 8 lbs by my next appt in sept and the scale isn't moving...
  9. nEVER GIVE UP THIS IS A LONG HAUL JUST HOLD ON
  10. So today starts a new day and I have been having a hard time getting my proteins in. SO this am I had blueberry oatmeal for breakfast and I added a tablespoon of unflavored protein powder and 1/2 c skim milk to it and it was tolerable. Maybe this will help me reach my protein needs. Since being banded on 6/23 I have lost 21 lbs which is an average of 3 lbs a week although I have had weeks of no loss at all. I have been researching ways to have a high protein diet that is doable in the portions that I am able to take in. I am supposed to be eating 3-4 ounces of protein 2 meals a day but am not successful yet. I am only able to eat about 2 ounces. I am not complaining because I have not had a fill yet and am 7 weeks out and not feeling hungry like most that I read on here so for that I am grateful but I think that my progress would be better if I could manage to get my protein numbers up. I am going to start blogging because I think it will help me with the feelings that I am having and not able to understand yet. Somedays I feel good, someday worn down, and somedays just plain old frustrated but I am learning to take it one day at a time which is necessary through this journey I guess... patience and one day at a time. I think this band is going to be the tool I needed and I think it is going to save my life and help me to be the healthier person i want to be. Yesterday I was overwhelmed with emotions and I cried for a little bit when talking to my partner about things I was feeling. But today I feel better so maybe I just needed to get those feelings off my chest... today is a new day and tomorrow will be too so hope I am able to make the most of all of it... have a great day every one and lose a little of yourselves today
  11. hlr7910

    new day

    aww thanks!!!
  12. hlr7910

    new day

    Shirley, I take the Centrum Complete chewable adult Vitamins 2 a day as ordered... thanks for your feedback Heidi
  13. hlr7910

    Angry, Frustrated, Hungry

    I got tired of the popcicles but I did freeze concord grape juice so I could eat it with a spoon during my liquid phase. It was helpful to me. I didn't do much broth only a few times and I had trouble with the Protein shakes but I found that slim fast high protein was good with a cup of milk... the flavor was way better than any of the other shakes I have tried. you will get through this!!!
  14. I was banded 6/23/11. I know that losing what I have lost since the surgery is good and personally I was pleased with it but when I went for my first fill on 8/5 she scolded me that I had only lost 4 lbs since my post op appt. OK only 4 lbs in 4 weeks but 13 lbs in the previous 2 weeks. They didn't weigh me preop but I weighed myself the morning of surgery. She made me feel kind of crappy because I thought I was doing good and although she wasn't pleased with my progress she didn't give me a fill. I honestly don't think that I need a fill at this time. I am hardly ever hungry and when it does hit it is mild. So I guess I am one of the lucky ones so far I just hope I meet the goal she set for me for my next appointment so I can leave there feeling positive and like I maybe doing this somewhat right. Last night I cried to my partner just out of frustration because I feel lost as to what I need to be doing to get it going but I think I am doing good... I have totally changed my eating habits... I wish they would give more detailed meal plans some sample menus etc... Thanks for replying this place is great because I don't feel like I am all alone through this process...
  15. So I went to my second post op visit friday. She lectured me telling me that I only lost 4 lbs since my last appointment. They never weighed me pre-op so she doesn't have it recorded that I lost 17 lbs the first month... she said that 1 lb a week isn't where I should be and that I need to lose 8 lbs by my next appt on 9/9. She said I am not eating enough proteins. I did correct her and told her that I did lose 17 lbs since the day of my surgery... But she decided not to give me a fill... If I am doing so poorly and she wasn't happy with my progres why would she not give me a fill? I am a lil fustrated... I am not losing anything but I am not overeating... just not sure what is going on or how to step it up...
  16. so I went to my appointment and they decided NOT to give me a fill... I guess I am ok with that... lectured me on lacking proteins and water intake.... but at least I got a little more information I though I was doing ok and then to find out I am not eating that great... live and learn now move on I guess... go back 9/9 for another appointment.
  17. Getting ready to head to pittsburgh for my first fill... I have lst 17 lbs so far... hoping everything goes well because me and the family are going to head to the zoo afterward. have a great day and lose a little of yourself today!!
  18. hlr7910

    #'s on the scale

    awesome WTG!!!! Keep it up!!
  19. hlr7910

    Pittsburgh Guy

    hi frank, I had my surgery done at UPMC Magees June 23rd. I am down 20 lbs so far. I don't regret it at all go for it!! Best of luck!!
  20. you have lost 22 lbs in 7 weeks that is far from failure!! Jump up and down and do a little dance cuz you are doing great!!! Keep it up!!!
  21. I don't understand what you all mean by restriction... does that mean you feel full? I haven't had my first fill yet (next week on the 5th) but rarely am I hungry... My belly growls on occasion but most of the time I eat my 3 meals because my family are eating the meals. I measure it out and am eating between 1/2 cup and 1 1/4 cup of food. I never feel full but am satisfied. I have been on solid normal foods since friday and haven't had any problems sometimes I worry that I am stretching my pouch because I am eating when I am not hungry... I have trouble getting in all my proteins because I just don't want/feel like eating. I try to be strict with eating my 3 meals and I always eat the protein first but don't think I am getting enough. For snack if I feel I must eat I have been eating those cottage doubles which are 100 calories and 8 gm of protein still have to have protein shakes which my surgeon said that at this stage I should be getting my protein from my food... I dunno I feel confused at times as whether I am doing this right.
  22. hello from PA I was banded June 23rd and am down 16 lbs so far. I get my first fill next friday for 5 cc's. I have the 11 cc Realize band. I have been doing good so far starting to notice a difference in my sizes. I am pleased with the 16 lb loss in a month. My soreness from the surgery has finally left. I was incredibly sore at the port site but that is gone now. Looking forward to learning about you all and following this journey with you!
  23. when is your first fill? mine is august 5th... wondering what it will be like too... my PA said I will get 5cc's the first time.
  24. Hi all, I was banded June 23rd. I have lost 9 lbs so far. I have been following the liquid diet and will get to progress to pureed this friday hopefully after my post-op visit. I am so ready to chew something. I also have been walking daily. I have been having trouble getting all my fluids in I think. I don't think I am dehydrated but am still not drinking what I should. I find that I am constantly sipping at Water but still not getting it in with the Protein shakes and so on any suggestions? Can I stretch my pouch from drinking liquids?
  25. hlr7910

    13 days post op

    I am on a pureed diet for a few more days the only thing I have been grinding is chicken everything else just mashed... example of what I eat... today I had 1/4 c oatmeal and 1/4 cup of scrambled eggs for breakfast... lunch was stuffed zucchini with ground chicken and sauce baked in the oven had this smashed up 1/2 cup and for dinner will have 1/4 c of fish and 1/4 c of carrots... still eating popcicles as Snacks to help get in my fluids... am doing a little better drinking the Fluid but still not getting the 60 ounces every day... and I am lacking on my Protein shakes... so this is what I am going to have to work on...

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