Tenshi

Congrats! I so look forward to being at this point some day.

Thanks for the encouragement, SK! It is reassuring to know that not everyone just saves up some cash and slips down to Mexico for this surgery. The red tape can be really, REALLY frustrating and I am trying not to let it get me down.

I expect I may be yellow-lighted by the nutritionist AGAIN tomorrow, even though I feel like I've been doing well, I just haven't lost anything. I'm going to print out my food logs and take them along and hope that they serve as evidence of how I've been trying.

I have already been told that my insurance coverage is one of the ones that has been routinely approving the sleeve as an option, so at least that's something positive! I just hope that I manage to get it in during this coverage year, so that my deductible doesn't reset. Is that terrible?

The other options have SO many drawbacks vs. the sleeve, the idea of having part of my stomach actually removed never really bothered me. I'm with Foxbins... what has my tummy ever done for me except help perpetuate this weight problem!?

I am at the end of the pre-op journey, but have been yellow-lighted by both the psychologist and the nutritionist, so I have to wait just a little longer to see if this is really going to happen. I am 100% behind the sleeve, though, because RNY and band have sooooo many drawbacks, and as stated above, most people seem so very happy (and successful!) with the sleeve option.

I had my initial visit with the weight loss clinic in February. Since then, I've been going through the motions for surgery, but hadn't really been committed to the idea. I was under the impression that my clinic (Geisinger, Danville, PA) only offered the RNY and the band, neither of which felt like they suited my needs or desires, but I thought "Well, as a last resort, I guess I'll pick one..."

Since my heart wasn't really into the idea, I screwed around, gained weight, got yellow lighted by the dietician, and saw it as just one more obstacle in my lifelong path for freedom from fat. When I went to surgery class, I learned that Geisinger does offer the VSG - they simply do not have enough data or experience to back it up in a PR kind of way, so they keep it a little hush-hush.

When I learned about VSG being a real option, I was inspired. THIS is a surgery I can get behind. The pluses far outweigh the minuses and I feel committed and ready. I went for my psych appointment a couple of weeks ago... and was once again yellow-lighted. I'm too honest, I guess. No, all of my binge issues are not under control, yet. Yes, I have family problems to deal with which inhibit my current weight loss efforts. However, my family supports my decision to have surgery AND I feel that a lack of a physical cue to stop is a big problem in my bingeing... and the VSG can help me with that.

I have my second meeting with a dietician (a different one) on Thursday, and I'm afraid that I won't have shown enough downward progress since the previous weigh-in to be put through with a green light. I have been up and down in between, but I've been very "good" and focused since I've been thinking about the VSG.

If I wind up with another yellow light - more delays, more copays, more two-hour trips to the hospital at $4/gallon - I'm afraid that it will defeat me. I don't want to be defeated, I don't want to give up, but this is turning out to be such a huge hassle/runaround, not to mention a very pricey venture on top of everything else. (How exactly does one afford organic produce when most of the paycheck is going toward gas and copays?!)

Has anyone else had this much trouble getting through their program? I have a (much smaller) friend in Australia who started looking into WLS options around the same time as I did, and she's had her band in place for well over a month.

Somehow, it just doesn't seem fair.