lizrbit

Stepped on yesterday morning and bam! 254.5 today it was 255 but ill take that! woo! im finding excuses to hop on the bike and get out there. the weather is FANTASTIC and gorgeous. As i type this i have on a BATHING SUIT TOP, some peddle pushers and sandles and ive got the window open. its beautiful. i woke to it raining and just let today be sunday all day. Im excited about this. I am hesitant to feel too excited about it though because my tom is approaching and i will likely gain a little then. We will see. My middle son flies out to join me tuesday. im VERY excited about that. we are going to have thanksgiving together. :whoo:

Stepped on yesterday morning and bam! 254.5 today it was 255 but ill take that! woo! im finding excuses to hop on the bike and get out there. the weather is FANTASTIC and gorgeous. As i type this i have on a BATHING SUIT TOP, some peddle pushers and sandles and ive got the window open. its beautiful. i woke to it raining and just let today be sunday all day. Im excited about this. I am hesitant to feel too excited about it though because my tom is approaching and i will likely gain a little then. We will see. My middle son flies out to join me tuesday. im VERY excited about that. we are going to have thanksgiving together. :whoo:

it has varied greatly every day. one day it will be 258.5 (the lowest yet) all the way up to 261. seriously big variations each day, but in that ball park. for xmas, id like to be at least 248. thats ten lbs in thirty days. i bet money it doesnt happen, unless ive been on pure straight liquids i cant lose ten lbs in a month.

it has varied greatly every day. one day it will be 258.5 (the lowest yet) all the way up to 261. seriously big variations each day, but in that ball park. for xmas, id like to be at least 248. thats ten lbs in thirty days. i bet money it doesnt happen, unless ive been on pure straight liquids i cant lose ten lbs in a month.

Im in GALVESTON!!! and ive been way more active just as i thought i would. I ride my bike starting at sunrise, and just ride around getting things done. I usually dont get back to the apartment until two pm. Im loving this. Im slowly getting furniture and getting the apartment clean and MINE and its great. My clothes are way loose too, but the scale isnt moving. I do NOT understand it, since I dont even BUY sugar or anything sweet or not 'approved band food'. Seriously, not even cheat food which sometimes can be really rough. im NOT eating out. Im not eating large portions. Some meals i still have to skip altogether because of how tight i am. Ive talked to dr st laurent and im to see him again in Dec, likely early dec. I am to leave late dec to go back home for xmas. Im currently looking for work, and not finding the enthusiasm i was hoping for...but its way early. We will see what it all looks like in a week or two. Ive noticed wasa isnt on near as much anymore. Its...refreshing...and im also noticiing many more posts by people being supportive of what i was trying to say. It seems there are three clear camps on the board..those of us who actually use it for support, those who use it as a social network (who dont need or value support), and the new guys. Im curious as to what direction this will take. Im being VERY quiet on the subject. The last time i voiced an opinion i got slammed so bad my ass is still sore. still...its great to see something...different. I wonder how long it will last?

Im in GALVESTON!!! and ive been way more active just as i thought i would. I ride my bike starting at sunrise, and just ride around getting things done. I usually dont get back to the apartment until two pm. Im loving this. Im slowly getting furniture and getting the apartment clean and MINE and its great. My clothes are way loose too, but the scale isnt moving. I do NOT understand it, since I dont even BUY sugar or anything sweet or not 'approved band food'. Seriously, not even cheat food which sometimes can be really rough. im NOT eating out. Im not eating large portions. Some meals i still have to skip altogether because of how tight i am. Ive talked to dr st laurent and im to see him again in Dec, likely early dec. I am to leave late dec to go back home for xmas. Im currently looking for work, and not finding the enthusiasm i was hoping for...but its way early. We will see what it all looks like in a week or two. Ive noticed wasa isnt on near as much anymore. Its...refreshing...and im also noticiing many more posts by people being supportive of what i was trying to say. It seems there are three clear camps on the board..those of us who actually use it for support, those who use it as a social network (who dont need or value support), and the new guys. Im curious as to what direction this will take. Im being VERY quiet on the subject. The last time i voiced an opinion i got slammed so bad my ass is still sore. still...its great to see something...different. I wonder how long it will last?

hey thanks insub! let me know what you guys think, and if theres anything else you guys find...please pass it along! they also had it shaped like egg noodles too.

man its like night and day! i left it snowing and grey, and the MINUTE i got off the plane i felt like the humidity and temperature hugged me and that feeling has stayed with me. Im SO excited to be here. I just got back from the seawall with the convertable (rental car) top down, watching all the brown naked people in the surf. Lovely! I cant wait to get a nice layer of sunburn going. I havent even taken my bike out yet! woo! thats next!

hi damngrahams, I dont know. im off track with the meetings. I just flew in a few days ago into Galveston from maine (and boy are my arms tired). Keep in touch with me and as soon as i can find out ill let you know. anyone else know when the tomboll support meetings are?

Wheet, if you look, i HAVE tried reporting this issue for the last two months. there are three seperate email reports to administration that even quote the post that offended, and my issue with it, (three) Nothing was ever done. and again, my question is WHY am I the one being told this now? (i understand hazel and i think she does too) but why me? From the first time i felt this way i started reading about what to do to remedy it and tried to do that. What happens to them? ALL OF THEIR POSTS TO ME INITIALLY THAT I WROTE IN ABOUT??? and its laurend too, not just wasa, but laurends post follow wasa's so closely that i thought anyone rational would see whats going on. The reports got sent, nothing was done. I dont think anything WILL happen either. again, the only person hurt by this is me. I actually came to the board for support. I dont know WHY they come.

wheet, i made that post as humorous. I was trying to lighten the issues between me and wasabubblebutt. My boys play paintball all the time, and usually it makes things better after.Its a lot of fun, and it came right after a pretty severe lashing from her on another thread, and i knew she was following me from thread to thread. I thought that she would find humor in it. Several times i have tried to lighten the subject. when i do it , im 'attacking' when SHE does it, and i respond to it, im 'taking things too personally'. My aunt is right, i do feel like i cant even post anywhere anymore on this board. Unfortunately the only person that this hurts is me. I dont live near (or even in the same sate) as a support group and have needed this board, as i have stated MANY times in letters to administration about this specific issue. (i dont think there is administration anymore, sort of like the wizard in the wizard of oz). I am going back to Houston with my aunt and will be able to attend a support group there in person, very soon, so its all good. We leave tomorrow morning. it all goes back to the post i made that wasa took personally that wasnt even about her in the first place...where i spoke about how people treat each other online. I read your post on another thread about what happens to people's maturity when they sign online, the types of personalities that support boards draw and i couldnt agree more. i am just someone who lives way up in the sticks, was banded, and rebanded in houston, and struggling and looking for help. What i got met with was bullying. I tried confronting it, i tried ignoring it, ive brought family in and sorry hazey but that made the situation worse and still...nothing changes. Its one thing to walk into a room and slap someone. its another thing completely to go somewhere for SUPPORT and get slapped in the face. you know?

i weighed 259 at drs office last time there when i came in and was too tight. he loosened me up, i went up to 262 (was my tom too), then i went in and he tightend me up again, and i left there at 259 again. I got down to 258 and then its stayed there. Im currently at 259. Im at great restriction right now. I dont think i need a fill. i dont think i need an unfill either. im feeling pretty good. i eat small portions and im feeling a sense of satisfaction afterwards that lasts a while. Im still doing several protein drinks a day because im a bit paranoid about not getting in enough protein and vitamins. i dont mind this i actually like them. Im two days away from going back to galveston again. I really cant wait. the sooner i can get busier again and get away from the rants and raves section of this board the better my life gets. This is where i feel very sorry for wasastillisaasshole: i leave the house. I ride my bike and interact with real live people. I have a very interesting life, where all she has is this. Ive thought about it. and ive decided that maybe shes a mentally challenged housebound person and CANT leave her house. Thats why shes on here 24/7 and why she has to chime in on each and every single post made on the board. in her mind it IS the wasabubblebitch show. Poor thing! At the end of the day, i have the love of a family and man. At the end of her day, she has....posts. :heh:

i weighed 259 at drs office last time there when i came in and was too tight. he loosened me up, i went up to 262 (was my tom too), then i went in and he tightend me up again, and i left there at 259 again. I got down to 258 and then its stayed there. Im currently at 259. Im at great restriction right now. I dont think i need a fill. i dont think i need an unfill either. im feeling pretty good. i eat small portions and im feeling a sense of satisfaction afterwards that lasts a while. Im still doing several protein drinks a day because im a bit paranoid about not getting in enough protein and vitamins. i dont mind this i actually like them. Im two days away from going back to galveston again. I really cant wait. the sooner i can get busier again and get away from the rants and raves section of this board the better my life gets. This is where i feel very sorry for wasastillisaasshole: i leave the house. I ride my bike and interact with real live people. I have a very interesting life, where all she has is this. Ive thought about it. and ive decided that maybe shes a mentally challenged housebound person and CANT leave her house. Thats why shes on here 24/7 and why she has to chime in on each and every single post made on the board. in her mind it IS the wasabubblebitch show. Poor thing! At the end of the day, i have the love of a family and man. At the end of her day, she has....posts. :heh:

I had the balls to voice a disagreement with something she said was wrong on a thread. it started with her following me. I at first tried talking to her, then tried talking to admin about her via email, tried reporting the posts and NOTHING would stop her from following me around making sure i didnt get a chance to talk to anyone. I do NOT understand what is wrong with this twisted bitch but anyone that posts as OFTEN or as MUCH on this board as her has NO time for decent sleep offline, much less work. I cant post anywhere without her showing up. I cant go anywhere on the board where i cant find where shes been making fun of me. I do NOT know what i did to get her ass on fire other than disagree with her, but i have her blocked and its still not working. Im at the point where im about ready to give up on the support board here. It hasnt been very supportive. Im about ready to abandon the wasabubblebutt and her little bitch laurend show. I need this online drama like a hole in my head. :cry

I had the balls to voice a disagreement with something she said was wrong on a thread. it started with her following me. I at first tried talking to her, then tried talking to admin about her via email, tried reporting the posts and NOTHING would stop her from following me around making sure i didnt get a chance to talk to anyone. I do NOT understand what is wrong with this twisted bitch but anyone that posts as OFTEN or as MUCH on this board as her has NO time for decent sleep offline, much less work. I cant post anywhere without her showing up. I cant go anywhere on the board where i cant find where shes been making fun of me. I do NOT know what i did to get her ass on fire other than disagree with her, but i have her blocked and its still not working. Im at the point where im about ready to give up on the support board here. It hasnt been very supportive. Im about ready to abandon the wasabubblebutt and her little bitch laurend show. I need this online drama like a hole in my head. :cry

i'll pm you

k, thanks hazel.

and, as you can see, so am i. should i unblock so we can talk? or is this going to go on until someone loses a finger or is it time to talk?

again with the flies! again guys..ive got you blocked, and you know this. i cant read your posts, i can just see your screename, and a thing that says: "this message is hidden because wasabubblebutt is on your ignore list" and of course, the same for your sidekick. Perhaps later there can be a meeting of the minds but for now, this is how its gotta be. Please just leave me alone?

hey, who let the flies in here? anyone got some bugspray? wasa, i still cant read you or your little sidekick puppy's posts, so unless what you wrote is an acceptance to have a friendly paintball match with me after i make goal, or something else friendly, supportive or pleasant, can you just go back to where you were playing?

hey these are really great ideas. I am like Jachut in that i used to buy a 'tub' of it, let it spend a few weeks in the fridge then toss it before it changed life forms. I couldnt get around it until recently. I found they sell it in small containers similar to activa yogurt in four oz individual containers and I LOVE THOSE, they are so fresh. I just put a packet of splenda in it and grab my baby spoon and im good. Something about KNOWING each serving is fresh matters to me for some reason. Maybe im weird.

jmcam, nothin to be afriad of, they are tiny and they only sting a little bit

derby, I know i can realate to what you described, and i think most of us here on this thread can too. I want you to know that i always want to hear about how you do, that your goal is a VALID AND WORTHWHILE goal (even if it isnt someone who's thinner goal) and that you are improving your life each and every day, even if its just a little thing. Sometimes we need days off and you know what? thats okay. YOU FIT IN HERE. right here. If you ever need to just vent, please know you are welcome, and that i will listen, i know everyone else on this thread will listen.

hehehe.. i think that would be a very healthy activity, as well as provide a great deal of emotional satisfaction. So we got two down for paintball at goal...anyone else?

Id like to have a paintball match with wasabubblebutt sometime. As a matter of fact, id like that very very much. maybe for my birthday? maybe if i make goal?