Thee-O

Hit the gym and ordered my new iPhone. Productive day already.

Hit the gym and went to the track. I am going to sleep good tonight.

Hope you have a very happy Friday

House Your Body.....House Your BODY!!!

However, the best way I can deal with Lex is to simply not support him and his endeavors in any way. And that is what I plan to do. You can hold me accountable of that and if you see me slipping let me know and I will correct it. Period.

I am all about self promotion and marketing, but when you start looking more like a product and less of an artist...well that is where I draw the line.

I am continuing to reinvent myself. I needed a change. The weight loss has brought a new sense of being a new me, both inside and out. With that, I am going to reinvent my musical side as well. Not sure if that means a name change or a change of focus on what I want to say musically. I know that a change is coming though and I have a feeling I will like what that is for me.

I am not sure if I belong anymore but I know for sure that don't really care. I have moved on. I am not racing to catch up. I am moving in another direction entirely.

I am only allowed 200 more friends on my personal page and I have 600 pending friend requests. DOH!!

I am ready to start making waves and I am fully prepared to get wet doing so. Time to don on my scuba gear.

I danced my way out of the womb, I will dance my way into my tomb. Keep on dancing.

I don't make music for the masses. I make music for myself and hope a few people I may or may not know enjoy it as well.

I don't need carnival rides. I don't need fireworks. I don't need the sideshow. I need a sweaty room, people grooving, a system that hits your chest, maybe a laser, and music. Music that I won't be able to hear anywhere else but in that environment. Music that is only meant for those moments. Not music for advertisements, not music for the radio. Music for the warehouse!

I don't need fireworks. I don't need huge crowds. I don't need festivals. I don't need "performance" DJ's. What I need is a sweaty warehouse with a pumping system and some smiling faces. Something pure and simple. We lost something that was pure. Time to take it back. Hope you join me on Saturday.

I don't want Hype. Hype is bullshit. You usually get let down when there is a ton of hype around it. I just want to deliver on what I say I am going to. That to me is important. I am not going to over promise. I just want to give you a good show with good music and if you don't go, I want you to hear about it from friends and wish you did!

I have a autographed record from CJ Bolland that says "If you want to remain underground, you have to keep digging deeper". That is how I plan on operating from this day forward. And if you don't know who CJ Bolland is... LOOK IT UP!!

I have everything I need and more than I deserve. Take stock of what truly matters.

I have moved on to the mushy stage of my diet, for lunch I had a half cup of chili and 2 scrambled eggs. Crazy that this filled me up but it did and then some.

I haven't had a sip of alcohol in 8 weeks. I don't miss it. Thought I would. No more beer for me....but a nice glass of wine now and then will do the trick.

I just wanted to thank you for all the love and support. I am home now. 12 hours in the hospital. Surgery went very smooth. I came out of it very good and was alert and able to get around quickly. Upper GI showed that everything is looking good. I am drinking tea and about to pass out from the pain meds. Thanks again for the love. It meant everything to me.

I must say I like having a gym at work. I have no excuse not to get some cardio in.

I really gotta check my group requests more often. Going through 400 of them is a bit rough.

I saw alot of old heads feeling the vibe with the new cats last night. House music brings us all together. Hell yeah!

I saw my high school guidance counselor today. She told me that I should really consider becoming a writer and that I have a gift for it. After 20 years she is still counseling me. I have been thinking about it. ...because it has been quite apparent recently that I have quite a lot to say.

I think a lot of what I have been posting can be misconstrued as coming from a bitter point of view. It is quite the opposite. I feel enlightened. I feel like I have a second chance at life and a second chance at making changes for the better in all parts of my life. I am far from bitter. I am hopeful.