iT SOUNDS LIKE I WROTE THIS!!! IM ALSO VERY VERY VERY NERVOUS!!!! I GET SO MANY MIXED EMOTIONS, ONE DAY I'LL BE SOO EXCITED, THEN THE NEXT THINKING "WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING TO MYSELF?' ITS ON AND OFF. I ALSO FEEL LIKE I'LL HAVE A PANIC ATTACK IN THE OR RIGHT BEFORE SURGERY!!! BUT I JUST TRY TO THINK OF THE FUTURE AND THE REASON WHY IM DOING THIS IN THE FIRST PLACE. I ALSO KEEP ON CHEATING!!! I CAN'T HELP IT. ITS LIKE IM SCARED I'LL NEVER HAVE A CERTAIN TYPE OF FOOD AGAIN SO I EAT THAT!!! MY SURGERY IS IN 7 DAYS!!!! I HOPE THEY DON'T HAVE TO RESCHEDULE ME... MY GOD ITS A BIG DEAL SO I GUESS ITS NATURAL TO FEEL THIS WAY. GOOD LUCK TO YOU AND EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE, IN JESUS NAME.
Surgery day is fast approaching....
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A blog by hugsamber
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iT SOUNDS LIKE I WROTE THIS!!! IM ALSO VERY VERY VERY NERVOUS!!!! I GET SO MANY MIXED EMOTIONS, ONE DAY I'LL BE SOO EXCITED, THEN THE NEXT THINKING "WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING TO MYSELF?' ITS ON AND OFF. I ALSO FEEL LIKE I'LL HAVE A PANIC ATTACK IN THE OR RIGHT BEFORE SURGERY!!! BUT I JUST TRY TO THINK OF THE FUTURE AND THE REASON WHY IM DOING THIS IN THE FIRST PLACE. I ALSO KEEP ON CHEATING!!! I CAN'T HELP IT. ITS LIKE IM SCARED I'LL NEVER HAVE A CERTAIN TYPE OF FOOD AGAIN SO I EAT THAT!!! MY SURGERY IS IN 7 DAYS!!!! I HOPE THEY DON'T HAVE TO RESCHEDULE ME... MY GOD ITS A BIG DEAL SO I GUESS ITS NATURAL TO FEEL THIS WAY. GOOD LUCK TO YOU AND EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE, IN JESUS NAME.