down in the dumps

hi june banders my name is ginny and live in granbury texas and plan to be banded in late june. I am a 57 year old female with a start weight of 348. I am required to loose 20 lbs before surgery and ive lost 12 lbs so far I weigh in today so im hoping.been researching since christmas and looking forward to a new life with a body that can do what I want it to do.such as walk ect.