I have grown

going in to my lapband support group meeting last night I was convinced I was add, adhd, or bipolar. I am not saying that I am not but I understand a few more things. I have never wanted to be the one person that takes over the conversations, but last night I really did. The more I talked the more I realized that a lot of the things that I thought were other people's problems were really my own. I have been upset with people for saying how nice I look. I see a lot of people ina day. I have to be nice. At first it was really nice. By last night I was mad. I was thinking that people never noticed me before why should I get noticed now. I was frankly pissy. As I was talking this all out in group I came to realize that they were happy for me. Also I needed to learn how to deal with people being nice to me. There is nothing wrong with them... I need to learn how to takea compliment. Also I have not been able to keep my mind on one thing for more then 5 mins. And it is getting worse. I am trying to learn how to deal with everyday life. It is not easy. I thought I was fat because of all the major things that have happened in my life. I has been my lack of understanding on how to deal with the day to day things that is really killing me. I think I am growing and realizing the world isn't so bad if i amnot so jaded.