7/17/2007 - Tuesday

I'm really sticking to what I have to do.

This feels great, I can't wait to see how I will transform. It's been a long time since I felt good about myself and I hope this will make me motivated to pursue my long term goals.

It's funny how some people are born with great genes like my beautiful sister, she is tall, thin and can eat anything she wants. She encourages me and everyone in the family always talks about how beautiful I am but I hate being fat. I hate being short, I hated being me and I did a lot of things to hide how unhappy I was.

I am growing, learning and learning to love me inside and outside.

I love me.:rofl::cheer2::scared: