back from 2nd fill

Just back from my second fill. I'm really really disappointed that I have only lost 23 lbs. since March 12. I thought it would come off a lot faster than this. I know that I haven't put a lot of work into this so far, but I have really cut down on what I eat. That alone should have drop a couple of hundred pounds.

Clear liquids today, then full liquids, then mushies, I don't know if I can do clear liquids all day or not. I'm so hungry right now, guess I will eat jello. I had a good weekend, need to excersize today and I'm not sure what I will do. I have a new dvd for walking and I should get it out and try it. I wish that I could wear a smaller size, but not yet things are getting looser,but not yet to big. My size 2x are still to tight.

I can't even image what it will like to wear a size 14 or 12. That doesn't even seem possible, maybe that one of my problems. I know that I have lost 23 lbs in two months and maybe I will be down 100lbs in 10 months, but that doesn't even seem possible. I have been so fat for so long that I can't see myself any other way. Also I usually give up by this time. I have lost faster on other diets and have not had lasting results, so maybe this is way to go. Slow but sure. I know I will do this this time.

I totally relate to everything you said. I know how it feels to not even imagine yourself thin because of being overweight so long....I also give up at this point too. I am finding that trying on all my clothes that were tight two months ago, and having them hang on me has been totally motivating. Keep your head up....it'll be easier if you just take it day by day! I am interest to see how my second fill is going to be.