My Date

April 10, 2007

I called Marilyn today and got my date...May 18th!! I could of had May 9th, but I really wanted a Friday appointment. I really wish this was behind me. :puke: Five weeks out? Can I wait that long...will I chicken out??? I think I will use this time to prepare, shop for post op stuff and make a lot of lists, I am a master of list making!

Thoughts are racing through my head...is this right for me?...will I be able to handle the rules of the Lapband?...is it right that I use the money for myself, when there are many other things that the money could be used for?...will I be able to handle the weight loss?...Who should I

tell?...I don't really mind anyone knowing about it, I just don't want to have to deal with that part of it, I just want to focus on my decision and not what others are thinking about me. Don't over think, I have researched tis for many years and now that the ball is rolling, just go with it!...rrrrrright!

Too much time to wait, these thoughts are going to drive me up a wall!