Easter

Well another holiday has come and gone. We didn't do much. Family went out and ate. I was on a nieces website...she had her camera at the resturant. While capturing all the older kids at her table I could see me in the background...ugh!!! I can't believe at how large I have become...if I really thought about this situation I could easily become depressed. I hope I get approved for this surgery. I hope that I am able to follow it and become a new me. I want this so bad and now......I can't even think of what it will be like if I do not get approved....:think