When I'm in Doubt....

I have been lost in thought for awhile, running all kinds of emotions.

So I thought I will do my old standby. Make a List...

a List of Why I am wanting to keep my head up & not cheat, not give in to my belly...

all its moaning & groaning of thinking it wants something Sweet or Salty... or something besides Shakes, protein, veg's or a single piece of fruit..

things I want to be able to do.

~sit in a both when I go out to with my family.

~not have to worry about whom is driving, due to the seatbelt issue.

~ride any fair or amusement park ride.

~be able to go buy cloths that don't come from The Big Girl section (basically anything without a X or few)

~be able to not have fear of people asking when I'm Due.

~for that matter no terrible comments or remarks.

~to be able to actually Smile without hiding the pain of something.

~to not have to worry if I drop something & have to pick it up in public.

~be able to go swimming at a public pool without giggles.

~when family & friends gets together to not worry about a chair breaking.

~to be able to ride the dirt bike.

~to be able to wear high heels again when I feel like it.

~to do a 5K without walking.

~going skiing.

~go tubing.

~go rollerblading again.

~ride a horse without extra stress.

~go on the zip-line.

~go golfing without getting to tired.

I have many more that have rolled through my head & now that I sit to type they have disappeared.

This Journey is for me, for my Health & Happiness.

Sometimes I just have to remember that.

this was just a quick rant.

I'm so ready for this change.

Happy Trails to everyone on their own Journey!