depression, big time
By aliekat55
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All of the sudden i feel so down and depressed. just have little energy to do anything. i have fought depression all my life and have come up with a myriad of habits to fight it, in addition to being on medication. i forced myself to go on a walk and that helped, then i read for a while, tried to enjoy eating one of my first pureed meals, and i did. i wasnt all that upset about how little there was either. i slept well but now i just feel like laying down and waiting for time to go to work. I cannot even focus on the plans for my vacation. they seem pointless. Nothing seems interesting.
it doesnt help that my legs ache. i may have to resort to taking celebrex again. I feel like I need a jumpstart.
I felt it begin last night but mildly, now it is of moderate strength and i need to deal with it before it builds like it did the last two winters.
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