I Got My Date!

So yep after 2 weeks of checking my mail, and my voicemail hourly, they called I am approved!! Longest 2 weeks of my life. It seems surreal, I am excited nervous, and scared all at once. And of course 1 million things are circling my brain, everything around the house I need to do and get prepared yikes! It's a go! So september 21st is my surgery date, I already got my FMLA rolling, and my short term disability started (lots of paperwork) I feel organized and prepared, I think?! Is it normal to feel this way, I am not doubting the surgery, I am nervous that once again I will fail. I keep telling myself, it's a change, I am changing my life so when I am 65 and able to retire, I will actually be able to enjoy life, not be in such poor health that retirement is doctors appts and the couch. I see my rheumatologist on friday and will tell him the AWESOME news! And then he gets to adjust my meds because excercise is making me hurt more, and from what I understand with Fibro, this is normal, however if he increases them it will make it easier to excercise more than 2-3 days a week. Ok so I gotta go pack my hospital bag! Just kidding!!