so bleeping tired ...

no, DD refuses to go to sleep

yes, it is 1139pm

yes, we put her to bed at 800pm - almost 4 hours

i am so extremely tired.

i cant go to sleep so i will post here ...

i went to work out 2 times today. yesterday (wednesday) i gained a pound and today i remained flat, so total is just under 63 pounds. i am trying to really kick it up a few notches.. i burned over 1400 calories today. i hope that will be enough to help me start losing again. i know its only been 2 days, but it is frustrating none the less. here i am eating well, working my ass off and i stay the same or gain ... WTF??!!?

i am going for my 3rd fill next Tuesday. i am still so very hungry :hungry:

we went for pizza last night and i had 3 or 4 pieces ... i was full but not FULL ... a typical bandster shouldnt even have been able to finish 1 piece. i didnt have this surgery to feel hungry a lot.

today was pretty good food wise. started w/ breakfast - starbucks 2% latte ... it tasted like it was made with water - - not sure why i even bother i'd rather just have the full fat one and get over it. but i wont. it is a 100 calorie difference and the 2% has 2 more grams of protein in it.

**sigh** ok i am tired, i should get up early to go work out tomorrow but i may just go tomorrow night after work - or not at all .. hell i dont know.

good night - i hope.

Poor baby, I hope you got some sleep. Great job on your work outs. Just working at it because consistancy is what is going to get you to goal. When you are not losing pounds you are losing inches. You are building muscle to burn that fat. You are going to amazing by time summer gets here.