First Fill

I was weighed yesterday and only gained 0.6 of a pound. That is not bad considering how much junk I ate over Christmas and New Years. I am not at 226.6. I had my first fill and he filled me to 6cc's. I have the big band which allows you to eat more. I am told you can go to 12cc's! He generally only fills it 5-6 for your first fill. I must need more than most because he had me filled to 6. I can tell that this is going to be a difficult process. I have problems saying no to food and can't take when junk food is in my face. Here I am supposed to be on a liquid diet and the secretary in our office broke out the cheese, crackers, and mini sandwiches and I had to have two of everything. Now I feel nausea as a result. For some reason; I always feel nausea when I eat what I am not supposed to. I just want to go home and sleep it off but I have to continue to work, then I have to go to my dad's to work on the financing for the new home, then I have to pick up the kids, then I have to feed the kids, etc. I probably won't have a chance to take a break. Well, I found that i have a new phobia-needles. I almost fainted when Dr. Bonomo stuck the needle in my port:help: . I felt so sick and he said that I was working myself up and that it is common among some to do so. Well, I am going to get going. I have a 1:00 appointment coming in soon.

maybe it is a good thing you get nauseated when you eat something you shouldnt?? **shrug**