why dont i feel smaller??

i was banded march 30,11 i weighed in at 234 - i wore a size 18 pants. since im down 37 lbs. i jog regulary im more active and im a size 13 but why dont i feel smaller. .? i have 47 more lbs to go my goal is 150. i see pics and i see the difference sometimes... will i get more confidence?? i love my band but i still think im a food addict... i also know the band saved my life... i m no longer a diabetic or have high bp.. but i want to feel like a new me on the inside?